You know, there are times when I am just all slightly depressed and stuff.
But I'm not depressed, I can't be. Depression isn't this easy.
I'm more of a... leveled up sadness.
But actually it's no big deal. I get this all the time in school.
Ok, maybe sometimes in the internet too.
Just for that split second you don't feel you're there, and everything goes black.
A sudden thought came up: Wouldn't it be better if I wasn't there?
Or probably: I'm so useless.
Maybe: I'm not worthy.
Sometimes even: I'm just some ugly shit.
In Tumblr I have all these friendly reminders that keep my confidence up, but sometimes it's still no use.
I hate myself. *listens to Sakura Nagashi*
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