Belated Valentines

Last week was an eventful week I tell ya, V-Day is on Friday!
I've been busy making cards fer friends the whole week starting on Tuesday with limited resources and postponed naps. Everyday was hectic as I had to run around the store for materials. Worst even, I don't have a color printer at home and I had to visit a shop to get the images printed (poker face). To make things worst, I overlooked someone and had to think of a way to do the card with only scraps left. I managed... somehow. I promised myself to take pictures of the cards to keep as memories, but they weren't taken until midnight, which I scrambled out of my bed and took sloppy and rushed pictures.

To Nezumi, who thought of a great story I wished to take part in;

To Leena, with her undying love for Mako and Haru, plus Aomine;

To S.Yee, in which she shall fly to freedom with her invisible wings;

To Aevyn, and her sweet tooth for Sticky;

To Lian Lian, my 'waifu', for she requested candy;

To H.Han, and her Forever Alone blog;

To Khei, who reminds me of cats;

To Heidi, who is famed for cuteness;

To Shizu, with her small, cute puppy-like features;

To Ern, and her wish to go to Hgwarts;

To WanNee, and her splendid personality;

To Zhin, the cow, the sparkling night;

To Little Sheep, the cutest person alive;

To Hooi Shin, Roast Bun, a simple card;

And lastly Ainina, who loves Aomine

The hardest card to make was probably Aeveyn's with such a thin piece of paper and tons of things to stick. Little Sheep's was the most heartbreaking as I changed her card THREE times and finalized with using a very dear piece of paper. The most expensive was Ainina's, adding up the printing services and the paper used, I think it's very well more than a ringgit. The sparkly paper was so hard to glue, I partially gave up. Then I realized that the crumpled pink paper was HARDER. It came off every. Single. Damned. Time.

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Forever Childish

I hate it when Blogger makes my banner look all dim and stuff. It was actually really bright and colorful! Damn you.

So, it's SPM year again(NOOOOOOOOOOO). I didn't study AT ALL. I think I'm gonna fail my mission of getting at least 5As. Few weeks ago we had a seminar called "ACTION is POWER". The counselor told us to write down our short-term and long-term visions. Of course she expected us to write stuff like 'get xxxxAs for SPM', or maybe 'to work as xxxx' that sort of thing, but I'm always full of surprises. Guess what I wrote?

Short-term vision

1. Get PS4
2. Get KH3, FF15, The Order 1886
3. Start playing GTA
4. Get straight As (like that'll ever happen)

Long-term vision

1. Earn lots moneh!$
2. Improve art!
3. Do GIFs!
4. Improve in FPS!
5. Buh mah books!
6. Buh original Jp manga!

The she told us to write the type of person we want to be in the future, and I wrote:

I'll be a person of success in my own eyes, in my parent's eyes. No person can tell me how successful I am. Everyone is just so materialistic!

I bet if the counselor saw the things I wrote, I'll be called out.

Back to mind palace topic. Fanfiction.
I stopped writing them for months! I browsed through my older works and found some really embarrassing ones. The grammar sucks so much, I could cry. Not just fanfics though. Even my own stories suck so much I started laughing at the writing styles. Then I came across two poems I wrote for dA way back. THE FEELS.

Three Friends
Three friends sitting on a wall.
Three eating ice creams,
Talking about thier missions,
8, 13, 14.

However...
When 14 knows her place,
She runs away,
Lost, disappointed, angry.
She meets her end in the hands of 13,
Forever forgotten...

Two friends sitting on the wall.
Lost a friend that was never there.
13 says goodbye,
Tears shed,
The sign of emotion...

The 358 days spent without memories,
And 7 days of illusion,
Makes up a year of slumber...
...he was not real.

8...
What made him go so far?
What gave him the strength?
"Let's meet in the next life,"
There is no next life.
13 won't be coming back.
14 will never return.

"...what is your true name?"

Four friends sitting on the wall.
Four eating ice creams,
Talking about their summer holidays,
Forever an illusion,
A friendship that never existed...

...a tale that was never meant to be.

Good news to myself, I've bought Assassin's Creed IV: Black Flag! Yay! *squeals* I looked into Bioshock Infinite, but I suck at FPS so I gave it up. While browsing that one Ac game caught my eye: Assassin's Creed Heritage Collection. HERITAGE COLLECTION?! SERIOUSLY?! Bought it straight away, no questions asked. Got back home, had a good look and unwrapped...

Damn. The inside was gorgeous! It had the original AC and ACII downloads! *squeals* NOW I GET TO SEE YOUNG SASS EZIO. *FANGIRLING INTESIFIES* I also bought The Last of Us and I cried when Sarah died(oh, baby girl!).

And also I've been busy editing stuff from my scans(yeah). The banner and profile pic are only two examples. There are more custom cursors to do and I haven't finished the Free! series. *sigh*

*whispers* Free! will have a second season. OMFG!!!!!

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This song is dedicated to my friends, who for a split second, I thought was really childish(including me!). Heck, the girls our age weren't like us!

Cheers to never growing up!

《我是主角》碎碎念～（5）

我忽然觉得我很恶心。看了作者大人的最新作品后彻底这么觉得。
原来少女漫画里恋爱中的人都是这样的啊啊啊？？？
又加了一个新角色咯~他叫“小学长”，因为他跟我差不多高~（天啊！我好像有点喜欢小学长了！）
小学长是很可爱的说~

赶着画到忘了save original file成psd！！！
我好粗心！

小学长特别给他金发，因为在脑里的印象就是这样啊啊啊。
创办人说样子就要呆一点（？），头发卷一点（？）。

他也知道自己的那份喜欢不会讨人喜欢。（不是我写的，可是好喜欢这一句。）