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啊哈哈要考finals了……我还没念书？！啊哈哈没念书就算了，还download了游戏来玩……花了两天的时间玩完它，而且还很舍不得里面的那对情人……为什么要那么伤感？！人啊，明知道会伤心，可是还是会特地去试试看，然后害死自己。

最近因为没有课了所以没出门，除了去学校拿考试证之外，没有事了，可是……scholarship还有超麻烦的东西，就是填表格，而且还是不知道要填什么的表格。其它组已经从SEP101毕业了，只剩我们这40人组还没……还要等到九月才可以办活动！

嗯，我的心还没愈合呢。还是很痛！


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Ugh, at first I did not know what was so bittersweet about 'the red road' ending, but clearly I was wrong haha... because the volume of BGM was quite low so I can't listen well, but when the extras came out the track 'forever' was what hit me the most in Sweet Pool. When the two were fusing into one (GEM FUSION), he asks, "Do you believe in forever?", and the answer was "There is no forever." So much for heartbreak and feeeelssss. And the track symbolizes their fleeting togetherness, their feelings for each other, but could not ever be human or have their relationship last forever. They don't 'love' each other, it wasn't even 'romance', but something more heavy, more deep. Like Hope and Light's relationship, which is love, but at the same time so much more than that. Heck love wasn't even the appropriate word to describe it!

Since there are no 'good ends' as all the OTP endings involve Yuuji's death, it leaves you empty and lifeless. And here you wonder why is the game called 'Sweet Pool' when there's nothing sweet about it. And why a pool? The pool only shows up in two of the endings in which Tetsuo survives. Or you can interpret the title like this: the 'sweet' is from the word bittersweet, while the pool... the pool is your tears and feels.

You'll never be the same after playing this game. Before this I thought Clear's end from DMMd was already the worst, but SP is just... IDK. It's been two days and I can still feel my heart clutch in pain whenever I think of their sad fate. However if someone ever asks if I regret playing SP, no. I don't. It's sad and disgusting and nightmarish (whenever I go to the toilet I just can't), but somewhat refreshing to see a protag which is not your usual bishonen, but someone who is actually a man. Look at the OST cover, I mean you'll NEVER be 100% sure who is the protag. At first glance they may actually be mistaken as the love interests. I mean all three of them on the cover. Look at Yuuji's Kira eyes WHAT.

Note: I always had a feeling Tetsuo looks familiar, now I know why - Shinonome from the Warui series argh! Looks alike 'cept the fact that Shinonome grins a lot compared to Tetsuo who's a cool emotionless dude.