I can't do it. It's too hard! No matter how hard I try to think, it won't come out! How to I cope with this inferiority? How do I escape with this 'peer pressure'? (note I don't have peer pressure) I feel really useless and confused. How do I start a paragraph? How should I use the points for the paragraph? How do I make the essay long enough? I DON"T KNOW! I am so frustrated. I'll never be able to surpass them, surely. I know the part of the reason is because I don't read enough books, but still... the truth hurts. I give up. I'll forever be the lamest student. I'll never surpass them. I'll never be at the same level as them. I'm a lowlife.
17 July 2014
07 July 2014
NOT NATIONAL SERVICE!!!!
National service may have me picked for hell training, but there are advantages too actually.
If I was chosen: I get a vacation in Taiwan! YOOOOHOOOOO!!!! ...but no gaming AT ALL.
If I was spared: Gaming for at least 4 MONTHS!! ...has to work to pay rent.
I'll definitely get fat if I'm spared, though I'll be working. Probs that I'll be standing at the counter. Probs. It's just a 2-minute walk anyway. How much exercise can I get with only a short walk? Close to none actually.
Last Friday was 'school open day', so mom went to take my slip. It was less than a minute and I'm out of the school in 20 minutes. I brought a friend home and I realized something.
Almost all of my friends who were guests in our house will comment about 2 things:
One, the enormous book collection;
Two, "Where is the rubbish bin?"
The book collection was actually larger if we add up my dad's pile of unread books and my novels and comics, not counting childhood storybooks and my aunt's two boxes worth of philosophical titles. We'll probably need a shelf or two to contain all of the books, but we don't have that much space at home.
About the rubbish bin... thanks to my mom's innovative mind, our bin was never visible. All you have to do is throw your dump out of the window and viola! It's in the bin.
Today during tuition I took out my card and continued work. When the counter need ed them I couldn't find mine anywhere! We searched up and down, but it was nowhere to be seen. I was considered as no card today. After finishing an essay Khei and I searched again and guess what? I was in her book. DAMN.
If I was chosen: I get a vacation in Taiwan! YOOOOHOOOOO!!!! ...but no gaming AT ALL.
If I was spared: Gaming for at least 4 MONTHS!! ...has to work to pay rent.
I'll definitely get fat if I'm spared, though I'll be working. Probs that I'll be standing at the counter. Probs. It's just a 2-minute walk anyway. How much exercise can I get with only a short walk? Close to none actually.
Last Friday was 'school open day', so mom went to take my slip. It was less than a minute and I'm out of the school in 20 minutes. I brought a friend home and I realized something.
Almost all of my friends who were guests in our house will comment about 2 things:
One, the enormous book collection;
Two, "Where is the rubbish bin?"
The book collection was actually larger if we add up my dad's pile of unread books and my novels and comics, not counting childhood storybooks and my aunt's two boxes worth of philosophical titles. We'll probably need a shelf or two to contain all of the books, but we don't have that much space at home.
About the rubbish bin... thanks to my mom's innovative mind, our bin was never visible. All you have to do is throw your dump out of the window and viola! It's in the bin.
Today during tuition I took out my card and continued work. When the counter need ed them I couldn't find mine anywhere! We searched up and down, but it was nowhere to be seen. I was considered as no card today. After finishing an essay Khei and I searched again and guess what? I was in her book. DAMN.
28 June 2014
我是主角OST！！！
哈哈哈吾发神经了。做了些无聊的事，可是很有成就感叻……
1）在窗边的男孩
2）路
3）秋天
4）校园
5）初恋
6）冬天
7）朋友
8）春天
9）纷争
10）捣蛋
11）夏天
12）海
13）不可能
14）有缘，再见
1）在窗边的男孩
2）路
3）秋天
4）校园
5）初恋
6）冬天
7）朋友
8）春天
9）纷争
10）捣蛋
11）夏天
12）海
13）不可能
14）有缘，再见
15 June 2014
Journey, a beautiful game
So the holidays end on Father's Day lol. I didn't finish my holiday homework btw.
Add Maths was horrible.
Tried learning Hymmnos, but failed. Only memorized a sentence which means "I will be glad to turn myself into a song". I finally found out how to pronounce their numerals because I can't hear them in the songs. *facepalm* I sounded like opera chorus to me.
Also I'm here to voice out.
Journey!
Can a game be this beautiful?! I mean look at it!
It's not only beautiful, but also you get to meet one player online. The only means to communicate with each other are through symbols which the character 'sings'. No dialogue, no text. It may seem hard, but somehow this brings the players closer together; I mean it! I can visualize it. The soundtrack is awesome, and the story is told through a series of silent arcs.
Disappointing thing is, such a great game like Journey is hardly sold anywhere. It's only been two years dude, if you're saying Ezio's Trilogy I can understand, but this game got many positive critics and awards! (The Last of Us was hard to find nowadays too) Up until now I've only found one store that sells it at RM100. That's almost $30+ in American currency! Playstation download is only $15, and Amazon sells it at $20. Amazon sells the Collector's Edition (Flow, Flower and game soundtracks included), plus shipping costs maybe over $30, but the soft copy is hard to resist. $15 is almost RM45++, and let's say it's RM50. It's a steal, only half the price! But... I don't have a banking account to buy the soft copy, so I have to stick to hardware.
I can get it by Tuesday if I buy it on Amazon now, but either way I can't play it. Wait for six more months. Same goes for other video games. Maybe I should try online shopping sometime (shipping costs... *sobs* I don't live in Jp or US...)
Your Journey starts now...
Add Maths was horrible.
Tried learning Hymmnos, but failed. Only memorized a sentence which means "I will be glad to turn myself into a song". I finally found out how to pronounce their numerals because I can't hear them in the songs. *facepalm* I sounded like opera chorus to me.
Also I'm here to voice out.
Journey!
Can a game be this beautiful?! I mean look at it!
Disappointing thing is, such a great game like Journey is hardly sold anywhere. It's only been two years dude, if you're saying Ezio's Trilogy I can understand, but this game got many positive critics and awards! (The Last of Us was hard to find nowadays too) Up until now I've only found one store that sells it at RM100. That's almost $30+ in American currency! Playstation download is only $15, and Amazon sells it at $20. Amazon sells the Collector's Edition (Flow, Flower and game soundtracks included), plus shipping costs maybe over $30, but the soft copy is hard to resist. $15 is almost RM45++, and let's say it's RM50. It's a steal, only half the price! But... I don't have a banking account to buy the soft copy, so I have to stick to hardware.
I can get it by Tuesday if I buy it on Amazon now, but either way I can't play it. Wait for six more months. Same goes for other video games. Maybe I should try online shopping sometime (shipping costs... *sobs* I don't live in Jp or US...)
08 June 2014
A turn of events
Last Thursday I had Physics tuition. I arrived early and as usual, the class went on(Lian Qi and the gang didn't come). We were talking about AC DC when... POP! The whole class went black! It was surprising, but no one screamed(if we were kids we might). Electricity was cut off. Teach went to the clerk for help and she looked at the power box. Nothing came out of it, so we went to Room 1 to continue class.
After collecting our cards Mr. Moai told us some good news: we are to have class in Room 1 tomorrow onward! The chairs are the best and I could sit real close to the whiteboard! ALL HAIL ROOM 1!!!!!!!
After collecting our cards Mr. Moai told us some good news: we are to have class in Room 1 tomorrow onward! The chairs are the best and I could sit real close to the whiteboard! ALL HAIL ROOM 1!!!!!!!
07 June 2014
*Edit*
My internet has been out since a month ago, and I dunno how long will this last, so I'm here to make an important announcement of ongoing haitus (if the internet isn't fixed anyway)
22 May 2014
May the Father of Understanding guide us
...for a brief moment. Apparent hiatus may continue during holidays so yeah, I'm getting real pissed.
This year we have 2 and a half weeks - almost 3 WEEKS worth of holidays, and all I can do is study and study and study. Other than studying it's still studying. Damn. My motto now is to get my hands on Elizabeth and then I'll get other Tales games for myself, and maybe in the meantime finish off AbOb.
It's the most dreadful time of the year - mid-year exams! All of us wish to jump of a cliff to eternity. Speaking of exams, I haven't prepared my script for Ezio's life story. It's due next month, the oral is in July. Add-Maths was great (Yeah REAL great), Science subjects are OK at the moment, but I've partially given up. Oh Yevon, oh Etro, be merciful to me, your loyal servant in this cruel, cruel world.
This year we have 2 and a half weeks - almost 3 WEEKS worth of holidays, and all I can do is study and study and study. Other than studying it's still studying. Damn. My motto now is to get my hands on Elizabeth and then I'll get other Tales games for myself, and maybe in the meantime finish off AbOb.
It's the most dreadful time of the year - mid-year exams! All of us wish to jump of a cliff to eternity. Speaking of exams, I haven't prepared my script for Ezio's life story. It's due next month, the oral is in July. Add-Maths was great (Yeah REAL great), Science subjects are OK at the moment, but I've partially given up. Oh Yevon, oh Etro, be merciful to me, your loyal servant in this cruel, cruel world.
06 April 2014
Throwbacks
Go listen to this playlist. NOW.
The above is an awesome playlist. Brings back a lot of memories, minus some missing songs. Then you get all the feels like, "What the hell, it's been a decade?! This song is soooooo OLD!" You go down memory lane, thinking of the days when you're still a silly brat, sitting down in front of the old box TV, watching cartoons, maybe you heard some songs on the radio or during advertisements.
Few years later you're that shite teenager in school, listening to the radio. Then your hear this familiar song, but you don't remember the name, or the artist. Good thing we have SoundHound these days. I remember listening to Shania Twain's
Ka-ching on TV when I was a kid all the time (with the music video) and I only found the song by accident a month ago! There was another song, but I forgot the melody entirely, so it's no use.
Then there was this old mosquito repellent advertisement which they used a song of old. I don't get why my friends can't seem to recall the thing.
The above is an awesome playlist. Brings back a lot of memories, minus some missing songs. Then you get all the feels like, "What the hell, it's been a decade?! This song is soooooo OLD!" You go down memory lane, thinking of the days when you're still a silly brat, sitting down in front of the old box TV, watching cartoons, maybe you heard some songs on the radio or during advertisements.
Few years later you're that shite teenager in school, listening to the radio. Then your hear this familiar song, but you don't remember the name, or the artist. Good thing we have SoundHound these days. I remember listening to Shania Twain's
Ka-ching on TV when I was a kid all the time (with the music video) and I only found the song by accident a month ago! There was another song, but I forgot the melody entirely, so it's no use.
Then there was this old mosquito repellent advertisement which they used a song of old. I don't get why my friends can't seem to recall the thing.
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