New Horizons and More

Note: this post is not about the Animal Crossing game. 

For some reason I fell into the videogame youtube shitpost scene and it makes me forget my woes but it also keeps me awake at night so I wake up shitty and tired. Of course it's DMC5. Of course. Watched a shitpost and then a comedic summary vid that inflicted all kinds of pain on me for laughing too hard. Didn't fully understand the memes at the time but after some research... what is with the memes of this game! Ngl the music slaps hard tho, haven't been this pumped since Y0, even though it's a different type of hype. Its more metal than rock or techno but it gets your blood pumping and you always want for seconds. I may be an ambient/synth kind of person but give me a good techno mix and I'm motivated (geddit, it's a DMC meme- never mind) I have the RGG franchise to thank for my varied taste in music.

If I actually played the DMC franchise no doubt I would fucking bawl my eyes out at Dante and Vergil because siblings!!! My weakness!!!! But I'm not so one can only imagine the pain it would inflict. Never been good with hack n' slash anyways so I'm content to just watch gameplay vids.

FFXIV still hanging on a thread because I have plans to start Mirror's Edge Catalyst soon and replay the original Mirror's Edge for the 3916145 time. Levelling is getting tiring but I managed to get shit done, at least on 2 classes and currently working on the 4th which is not a tank. The game is cool but it made me feel bad about myself for the past month so I should stop to recover. I swear this is why I don't play MMOs...

The newest Fantastic Beasts movie is out and boy! My expectations for the movie were low but holy fuck! I might have just lost my last fuck. At least the last movie had some 'beasts' but this? This is just Divorce Settlement The Movie. Not that it's a bad divorce settlement movie (I've seen worse) but it would have worked better as it's own thing and not in Fantastic Beasts. It's literally all subtitle and no main title. Of course Tina only shows up in the last 1% but I wouldn't be this upset if they had even a semblance of the main title in the film. Did they run out of budget for CGI animals? Where all the beasts at? Gods fucking dammit I want to be disappointed but the divorce settlement plot got me. Also they cast Mads Mikkelsen as the new Grindelwald, now that's what I call an actual charismatic man who can and will steal yo gurl (or guy). Mads Mikkelsen with Jude Law? I'm starting to believe.

The fun part of this whole series of movies is the fact that it happens earlier in the timeline so anyone who read the books and supplementary material knows the end, my parents being not one of them. So when they started talking about Grindelwald being elected I was like "Nah, didn't happen, would've been catastrophic if it did." Dumbledore is gay? "Yeah author mentioned it somewhere before this was a thing, moving on." Mom also mistook Credence for young Snape because of his new hairstyle LMFAO Why did Queenie support Grindelwald? "Well, that's because- (goes on a long tangent about muggle-wizard relationship laws at the time and the differences between the UK and USA), you get it?" They don't.

Hate to contribute to Rowling's relevance but in the end I'm weak and cannot let go of this movie franchise (specifically FB) only because the OTP is in there and I need to see it to fruition. Best case scenario, she doesn't botch it. Doesn't really matter if she does mess it up anyways because this is the internet and fan content creators don't care. Catch me buying the screenplay just for the scene of Newt and Tina in the last 3 minutes or so of the movie. I will do that for the OTP, I am that deranged.

All in all, a meh movie, especially within the franchise. The first one is the gold standard and it's all downhill from there. Divorce settlement subplot? Pretty cool if it didn't take the spotlight of the main title! What will the next one be like I wonder...

Life updates (and some other dump)

I was wondering if I mentioned anything about me starting the adult life but apparently not! Last actual post about life was a month before I started working! The pandemic really fucked up everyone's sense of time...

So yeah, I started working. Not a surprise since being a neet is unsustainable for someone with a hobby like mine. A lot happened since that last life update post (mostly my mental state but we're not talking about that rn and I haven't felt that shitty since the new year so that's a good sign? I guess?), the most significant change being I AM A MMORPG PLAYER NOW HOLY SHIT-

Past me would never believe it because I am terrified of multiplayer. But the sexy fanart and memes are too good to pass up so I caved. I actually started playing the expanded free trial since August 2020 but didn't sub until the new expansion announcement in February 2021. I was in deep man. I played FF14 whenever time allowed which means 13-14 hour gaming sessions during my off days, which now that I think about it, was really bad. The hype died down a bit after I finished Endwalker but it's not the lack of content or activities, in fact I have tons of levelling to do, but the burnout caught up. That, and ping is super bad so I can't play without disconnecting or lagging every few minutes. Frustrating stuff. Also I'm just a lousy player so I can't go into multiplayer activities without having an anxiety attack. Anyways here's my character, it's cringe but it's my brand of cringe.

Since I broke my own rule of not playing any game on the PC, consoles have been lying dead for a year at least. I remember booting up two of the three to play some Tales and... promptly went back to FF14. There aren't many new games that caught my eye in the past year, I'm not interested in the newer Assassin's Creed games, I don't have a PS5 for Tales of Arise, and I've given up on getting AC3 Liberation at this point. Plus, I don't know if I have the time to play during weekdays after work. It's always so much easier just click the FF14 launcher and sign in. I'll go back to consoles, someday...

Gaming consoles are not the only things getting ignored. The only novels on my shelf right now are a few completed series and two ongoing, one of which is getting less attention than the other (looking at you TUL, I'm so sorry that you got sidelined for a series which I have been following for 12 years now but sometimes life do be like that).

SSMY hyperfixation died down a bit but I'm still buying the manga without a care in the world (since I'm earning my own keep now hah!), still makes me roll on the bed in silent screams whenever I think about their wholesome dynamic and let's not forget the FLOOR. Ever since sensei pulled out all the stops in that chapter things have been hornier and hornier each chapter. Just when we thought stuff couldn't get better she makes us go batshit crazy about something else.

Of course there's my latest hyperfixation, Netflix's She-Ra, or as the people call it, SPOP. Everything that has to be said was said in the review post so go read it! Just know that I've had gay brainworms since early March and it's not going away anytime soon. It's so gay. Soooooooo gay.

Art-wise, I had a lot of time to hone my sklls in the 2 years since the pandemic started... I've gained new skills including: non-explicit nsfw, tongue, fluids, blood, backgrounds (but not really) and SHIP ART (this is important). The 1 year anniversary of my fangame also passed in September 2021, so there's a special illustration I did for all my hard work, expanded on the yakuza AU for ssmy/iwnry, drew more cringe for FF14... Basically I've been drawing a full piece every month, sometimes more. Except December because EW happened. Here's the summary:

Sadly you won't be able to find any of my art anywhere anymore. One of the biggest things I did was the deletion of my deviantart page. It was hard for me to do because I grew up with the site and my art journey was very much influenced by the community, but I no longer feel like posting my art online, not after all the failed attempts and disappointment. The art I made was still meant to be shared, such is the nature of an artist, so I'm still figuring out the best way to do this without actually posting online. Until then, the only way for anyone to see anything I make is to wait for the yearly art summaries, or until I couldn't take it anymore and go back to pixiv. Stay tuned I guess?

Here's an artzine I made last year (it's choppy bc CSP is a bitch and wouldn't let you export in pdf format unless it's the jpn version of the program).

Today I present to you, a banger from 2013 that I discovered thanks to a catradora fanfic I read:

Aaaaaaand that's all folks! Here's to a better rest of 2022!

在家颓废

 嗯。MCO开始就在家颓废。

其实3月到8月都有在做正经事，只是上课变成online，很没有上课的感觉，「上班」也是到7月才开始。8月学期结束之后就算毕业了，有同学马上立刻就上班，有些休息几个礼拜才开工，而我……就在家继续颓废呵呵。

关系没搞好人缘不好就是没那么容易找到工作啦，暂时就帮前辈带班，也算有赚钱啦……

不过这几个月也在做些有的没的……9月出炉的同人游戏花了5个月，3月开始学编织做到现在，5个月内画了好多画（多到自己都快崩溃了还继续画，真的要命），可是很奇怪的就是那么多时间还是没有把没读的小说看完。

（今天看了一本少年，出版商快点翻译啊啊啊啊啊）

IT'S SEMESTER BREAK

Finals are over and I don't have remedial so praise!!!! It's been a rough 3 days with all my papers coming one after the other, but the last day is really the last day of the whole of finals week so everybody is free!

At first I was like 'yay! time to play video games!' then I remembered about all the spring cleaning I have to do which include rearranging furniture, cleaning bookshelves, updating the harem blog, completing some overdue art pieces, and then only do I get to play video games or read books or hang out with my friends. I had to go visit grandma in a small town so some time is wasted there...

I had to clear out the bookshelves and decide which books to abandon, then I emptied one of the lower shelves to put my jeans drawer, and then I have to put some indicators on which books I've yet to finish... it took me 4 days to clean the bookshelves plus my wardrobe and work table! I had to arrange the books by category, relocate my sketchbooks, I brought in the TV from the living room onto my second work table to use as a monitor and consoles are now below said table so I could game in my room (which is awesome but not so great because... overheating). Then one of my HDMI cables broke...

Video games! I managed to finish the main story of Ni no Kuni and get the casino trophies thanks to forums, familiarity at one point away, and I defeated the Guardian of Worlds, so now my only tasks are to tame another 45 species, get every field map treasure chest and complete 120 items. Alchemy is the one I'm really worried about because nobody likes farming for materials. After this I can play replay FF13 and work on the platinum. Or, I could actually play TLOU because it's way overdue and the game is 6 years old!

A few days ago I participated in a Kingdom Hearts friendship zine with a piece from last April. It's a great zine with artwork, cosplays and writing, and yall should check it out!

The Steven Universe finale special just aired a few hours ago... OH BOI!!!!!! This episode is just fanservice from start to finish! The new fusions, the gems' new outfits, the appearance of the temple fusion aka OBSIDIAN, the dread when WD pulls the gem out of Steven... and he lives! HE LIVES! The amped up animation was so fluid when Steven embraces himself - literally and figuratively - and the moral of the story is: NO ONE IS PERFECT AND YOU ARE WORTH LOVING NO MATTER WHAT. Steven has grown so much. He's not a boy, he's not a gem. He's Steven, and that's all he needs to be.

Following SU's finale-not-finale, it's time for FANART! So apart from my current projects which include another 10 knights, daily sketches and more fanart! Now that I have a new workstation setup, it's time to try it out and see if it holds up. I mean the bigger screen is a huuuuge plus, but now I don't have any space to rest my wrists and arms my shoulders and neck will be tense and in pain once I stop

I did some reading during the last week, the first being The Nanny Diaries, which is good, but too annoying. I couldn't stand Mrs. X's character so I had to stop halfway. I didn't finish it. The Great Gatsby was... not impressive. I have no idea why people thought it was a great piece of literature. It has a certain 'feel' to it, that I have to admit. Is it because of this feel that everyone thinks it's great? It gives me the impression that the story is one of irony. The Hobbit is the best one I've read in two days. Something about Tolkien's works makes you wanna relive everything. No wonder people have LoTR film marathons every year! Reading this prequel is making me want to read the whole of LoTR again and I'm not prepared to do so.

And then there's CNY... Everybody's busy during the week and I will have plenty of time to play video games and draw and read but which of these do I wanna do... which...

New year, new shit

2019 is here, yaaaaaaaaaay....

The problem with having the console set up is that I keep going back to play video games. I have a practical exam on the 4th and written exams from 10th to 12th what the hell am I doing? Worse still I got into watching Hardcore series by PBGGamplay so that's no good.

The upside to this is that I finally got around to finishing Ni no Kuni for the PS3 since the first time I started in 2014. I found a balance between school work and video games so that's great?? I'm planning to replay FF13 with a complete guide in order to platinum this 10 year old game... lord knows Final Fantasy games are hard as balls to complete. You can bet once I beat FF10 for the PS2 I'm doing it again with the HD version but I'm not going to platinum the thing because I'm NOT avoiding 200 consecutive lightning strikes for a fucking sword! I've accepted the fact that I'll never platinum AC games with multiplayer/co-op trophies so I'm fine with not getting any platinums. I'm fine. I can't even complete Journey for the PS3 because no one is playing it in last-gen consoles since it's available in the PS4 so I guess I'll just have to live with 90% trophy completion or wait for hours hoping to get someone in the server! GET MULTIPLAYER TROPHIES WHILE THE GAME'S HOT KIDS YOU DON'T WANT THIS TO HAPPEN.

I wasn't planning on attending CFKL2018 because I hate the crowd and the queue, but so many artists are selling fanbooks and I couldn't resist so I went in the afternoon of the second day. I was taking a huge gamble of con-goers not buying any books based on price and lifestyle... my predictions were right! I have never been so thankful for my countrymen not appreciating books (usually I wished more people loved books). My aunt talked me into making my very first cosplay, I screwed up my expedition (I was ill-prepared due to my last minute decision to attend a con that would normally require a week to plan), I've decided to start archery in February hopefully, and thanks to Smash Ultimate I now love Kirby. He's so cute. I bought something I normally wouldn't (a pouch) because Kirby was in it.

Some new books are out since September but I couldn't bring myself to buy them because I haven't started on the previous volumes so for this new year I hope I can find time to read more. I also read a little of the cursed 'eighth story' of HP and immediately regretted my decision 5 minutes into the book ugh. But I still have to finish it because someone got it for me as a present so...

In February the new semester requires me to receive patients (it's called primary care clinic for a reason) and I just hope I still remember most of the procedures. I will never ever forgive myself if the fucking lazy ass rich kid of the class pass the subject again without doing anything while I work my shit off. You know the management is desperate for money when they don't expel a student who technically wouldn't be able to pass so that said student can pay the subject fees for next semester just cause they're rich. I went OFF at him one time so now I don't have to put up a friendly face anymore because fuck this guy.

Other than that I'm pretty nervous about future semesters which require more patients and internships and hospital postings, but I guess it's nothing to be too worried about. Take things as they come...

Also tumblr screwed my blog over, I turned on the explicit tag hoping to not get flagged but now they disabled the toggle so now I can't turn it off and hours of customizing my blog to make it pretty and nice has gone to waste, rip my tumblr blog, fuck you tumblr staff.

A Great Way to End the Year

I still remember when in 2015 when the new Star Wars was announced and OH BOY I was so excited for the year to end so I could see a new movie from a recent fandom. The new movie was two years later, so I patiently waited for 2017.

Alternatively, in 2016, Fantastic Beasts came out and HOLY JESUS BALLS my hype was greater than the year before. Star Wars was a great space adventure but Fantastic Beasts was a dream. A series of films about my favourite fantasy textbook? Are you kidding me? I underestimated the movie's ability to make me have feels.

Enter Newt Scamander, a classic 'awkward British youtuber'. The man only briefly mentioned at the end of the textbook. He wouldn't be this interesting and cute if not for one thing - his interactions with his future spouse, Tina. I'm

You don't understand how these two wreck me. The first movie was so funny, so cute, so fluffy, it's no wonder why we shippers fell hard for these two fictional characters. That awkward gesture of touching her hair aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa MAH FUCKING HEART. His accidental flirts aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa STOP. STOOOOOP MY HEART IS BLEEDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is actually me whenever I think of them. These heart palpitations are definitely not good for my health. The best part is that we know they're married so yay for us! No sad otp ending!

Since the first movie ended in such a fluffy note I went into the second movie eager to see them again. Oh, Newt is denied access to USA? Who's free now? Who's not dead now??? Who's getting married now????? What is this heartbreaking misunderstanding????

Newt and Tina wrote letters to each other, some tabloid makes a fucking mess, Tina misunderstands and becomes distant, Newt doesn't understand, and since he has zero fucking social skills when it comes to Tina the love of his life, the two of them get awkward, Newt still doesn't get it, I'M PISSED.

Listen to me scriptwriters and storyboaders. You should just yeet the Grindelwald storyline and focus on Newt finding magical creatures because THAT'S WHAT THE TITLE OF THE MOVIE IS. Use Tina more. She's Newt's fucking wife. Queenie is a bombshell ditsy blonde HELL NO SHE'S NOT. She's not the kind of woman who would drop her morals for love as far as I'm concerned. Don't do my girl dirty like that.

I know this aint a love story, but it is a love story. Grindelwald and Dumbledore are definitely old flames, subtext my ass. "Closer than brothers" try to no homo outta that. And a blood pact??? A BLOOD FUCKING PACT??? Ok ok. 'It's platonic love' you say. Get this: What does Dumbledore see in the Mirror of Erised? The mirror that reveals ones' dreams? Oh yeah. His blood pact ritual with Grindelwald.

If taking Grindelwald out of the movie and focusing on Newt and Tina is not a good thing because the movie isn't a romantic fantasy, then putting in his stroyline also qualifies as a tragic romantic fantasy because it is. It is a good otp and I cried a lot for them but am I salty that they featured so little of Tina? YES. YES I AM.

Please. The scene in the ministry archives is really, really cute and all, but you know why I cried so much in the cinema when there's nothing to cry about? The misunderstanding. How many times are the two really in frame together? How many of these frames are interactions? How many of these interactions are not hostile? I'm tearing up thinking about it.

Oh and don't get me started on Leta. I was so sure she and Theseus would marry in the end, or if Leta actually joined the dark side, at least she would still be alive to marry Theseus one day (hopefully). But nope. Bitch has to die. Put in a 'I love you' vaguely directed at who knows Theseus or Newt for good measure.

ASDFGJKL;HJKLRTYUIO HHIFUIWHJJOSDIF UOJFKJF THIS MOVIE IS AN OTP MESS.














At least the ministry archive scene was really cute. It melted all my sadness away.

I got a sunburn

Uuh, I'm back! Did yall catch the last review? My video game schedule is screwed for life!

Apart from the blatantly obvious (my semester break ending and me finishing Yakuza 0 within a week), life has been pretty good. Last July I went to Indonesia as part of a summer program, which doesn't feel like summer AT ALL because it was freezing in West Java due to the winds from Australia.

The 13-day trip passed quite quickly - I brought RM300 to Indo and spent them all on food and some cloth (heard they were pretty cheap). Not to brag but I'm quite proud of my own travel-planning skills. My classmates? Not so much... They ran out of cash to spend, didn't bring important toiletries, had luggage bags full of useless shit in them, and then said bags were over the weight limit so some things happened... there's a bunch of things I could list down about their incompetence when it comes to travel planning but I'm going to stop here. No use fretting over stuff you can't control.

After visiting Indonesia, even just a small part of it, made me realize that Malaysia had nothing. The Malays has 'lost' their culture. It really says a lot when Indonesians still have dance and clothing from the small ethnic groups of the islands, but all we had were merely what used to be Indonesian. No one will call out this BS because it's an all-time controversial topic about the real origins of who we call the 'bumiputeras' aka Malays of Malaysia. We're not going to go into that shithole of arguments because our country is not as free as people think it is. Let's jsut focus on the good parts eh?

Malaysian food is quite similar to Indonesian food. For instance, what they call terang bulan is actually apam balik. The kuihs? We have most of them, just with different names. Some things that I couldn't recognize (from looks or taste) is this mofo right here:

My classmates picked this dish because it looked weird, but didn't dare eat it afterwards. So, I took it upon myself to taste test this. It's delicious! It's small fish, very salty, so I guess you can't eat it on it's own. And they thought it was maggots! There's also seblak to the left, which is one of the only few 'exotic' foods I bought for myself during the whole trip, during the last few days. I also bought lumpiah, which are apparently spring rolls, but the ones I bought look nothing like spring rolls! I guess the filling is the same... I have a confession to make. Indonesian tempeh tastes better than Malaysian tempeh! There! I said it, don't at me! In all seriousness I was not fond of local tempeh for some reason. Then Indonesia blew me away with their tempeh. Just... magnificent! Never ate that much soy in two weeks!

I got my first batik in Indonesia. As a Malaysian I should've gotten one but no, my first is Indonesian batik in the form of a wrap skirt. There's also my obsession with Indomie OH GOD YOU DON'T KNOW HOW OBSESSED I WAS WITH INDOMIE. There are over 20 flavours and I only found 17, including the Kuliner Indonesia series. And now they have salted egg flavour oh god. I came back with a whole backpack of Indomie and my mother was not impressed. Neither are my classmates and friends. The looks they give me are saying 'you went to Indonesia just to come back with a bunch of instant noodles?' Yes. Yes I did.

Speaking of souvenirs, I did not buy any. The keychains I own were all given to me by the facilitators (who were amazing people). I bought a fridge magnet but that was so I could decorate the world map in the living room.

Also, I got awful sunburns and a suntan!

Coming back from my first school related overseas trip I am grateful for this experience. I caught an eel. I performed really bad silat. I played angklung. I learned some Indonesian words. But one thing I won't do is play water activities. That's a no-no. There's some unpleasant days, uncomfortable living conditions, but like PLKN, it's fun.

Year end money spending (aka Comic Fiesta 2017, and other stuff)

Ayy!!! It's the end of the year! Finals are close! I'm almost dead from the semester!

Out of all the new year resolutions I did for 2017... I only completed like, two? Granted I didn't make a physical list, but it's always at the back of my mind.

When the end of the year approaches, you know things get hectic. People clearing out paid leaves, stockdates, parents bringing their children to vacation and coming back last minute, back to school shopping, kids with unfinished holiday homework, extreme Christmas and new year sales... the usual.

For me a years' end marks the start of week-long planning in order to attend CF2017. Every damn year I spend a week deciding on outfits, commute and best routes so that I may get in and out as soon as possible. Record time for this year (on day 2) is 30 minutes.

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The venue for CF2017 is great, KLCC has all the space to house various booths and ample of walking space (except for that one lane). However, as good as the place may be, the layout is stupid. The entrance is at the very far end, where the exhibitors are. After that you have the premium artist booths, then lastly the basic artist booths. The exit is around that corner. I have ZERO interest in the exhibitors. What I wanted the most was fanzines and doujinshi in the artist booth, and they're at the very far end of the hall. I'M PISSED. For two days I had to squeeze through hordes of sweaty people and some who just stand there in the middle of the lane to look at booths. IN THE MIDDLE OF THE LANE. When I finally get to the artist booths there's another looooong queue for the cosplayer booths that block the lane, AGAIN.

The ticket price is another thing that shocked me. RM30 for a day. 2015 in MIECC was only 20. 20! The venue was decent! Last year at PWTC was 25, and even then the venue absolutely SUCKED. I hope the rise in price was because of the venue (KLCC is a great place in the city centre after all). I can't afford to attend CF if the ticket price goes any higher.

Living with my aunt was a new experience, in a weird way. Her home looks like a haunted house among the renovated buildings. Her bathroom reminds me of my grandmother's bathroom, and it has no shower or water tank. The kitchen has a broken stove and a refrigerator possibly from the 80s! The floor downstairs is like the one at home, and the stairs is made of wooden planks similar to my grandfather's now abandoned house. The floor upstairs has the classic early 2000s wood blocks which come off whenever you step them with wet feet. No big tiles, no ceiling fan, no water heater. I thought I was living at my grandmothers'.

Did I get any pictures of cosplayers? Yes, only one of Luna in her wedding dress. Then there was another Luna but she seemed busy so I didn't ask for a picture. I saw a few Promptos and a Ignis. Was hoping I'd see more western cartoon characters, but didn't find any. I'm always on the lookout for Steven Universe and Miraculous Ladybug cosplays. Also DDLC. If you are one of them, please tell me. I will want to take your picture. I was thinking to try cosplay this year because I have a lab coat but ditched the plan last minute because I didn't have the appropriate outfit. I was actually kinna stupid to not cosplay as Tae Takemi from P5. Really really stupid me. I keep thinking of Shinra from DRRR but Tae may be easier. Maybe. I have no idea where to get the strap heels tho.

After day 1 of CF me and aunt went to see The Last Jedi, because there's nothing left for us to do. I didn't know it came out on the 14th. The movie was great! I loved Rose! I loved Finn! I loved Poe! I loved Phasma! I loved everyone! And you know what! I don't care if people say SW has become SJW shit because it hasn't!!! Still a great movie!!! WHy can't we all just enjoy things??!!

TLJ could do without the potential Rose/Finn or Rey/Finn because I need platonic M/F relationships and if Rose/Finn is really a thing I don't want Rey to be the other jealous love interest. No. Stop it. We already have that in plenty of movies. Stop.

Last month I went to see another movie - Justice League. It was not in my watch list but since I've never gone out with my classmates in the middle of the night before I thought it wouldn't hurt to watch a superhero movie. Justice League was a little... eeehhhh... but still good in its own way. I have a few doubts and questions though...

One: does Aquaman have amblyopia??? His eyes has been bothering me since the first time he appeared on screen! Second: Flash is so cute. Ezra Miller is so cute. He is the DC equivalent of Marvel's Spiderman. Third: I love Batman, but I also love making fun of him. Whenever he comes on screen I do the signature throat cancer voice and say "I'm Batman" to my other two classmates sitting next to me. One is annoyed, one thought it was funny. Fourth: I love how everyone in the cinema agrees that Wonder Woman is the best. When she appeared on screen everyone cheered (softly). Fifth: best line in the whole movie, when Batman is asked what his superpower is, he answers "I'm rich." Sixth: My classmate finds my annoyance on Superman's shirtless-ness funny. I could not concentrate on the following scenes just because Superman loses his top but his pants are still intact and in good condition. HOW. Seventh: How can Superman's girlfriend fly away with him to the stratosphere and not die of oxygen deprivation??

Then comes a week-long Christmas holiday before our study break, which totals in two weeks of extra time to study. Bad news is, the one subject that needed the most study time is the first paper on the first day. And I haven't started on anything yet. I've been saying I'd get a PS4 since last year, but I might really buy one next year during my semester break. I have seven PS4 games sitting on my shelf, waiting for me to play them. Caligula OD is coming to PS4 soon, so I'm praying for a localization. There's Ni no Kuni 2, I might get the newest Dragon Quest (srsly I'm in need of more JRPGs to play), Nier Automata may be kicked out of my wishlist, but I really don't want to, because the music is great... but I suck at action games so...

Anyways my first paper is on the 8th so I better start studying eye lesions with plenty of gross pus on eyelids.


I'm featuring a new series of music I find interesting/obsessing/relevant to the current gaming scene. Guess which one this belongs to. Btw I've already heard this song waaaaaay before I knew of Death Stranding, in Thomas Sanders' Steven Universe playlist. Go listen to that playlist if you haven't. There's some amazing songs in there.

Dead inside, but still manageable

I was rotting in my nest for the past week because of holidays.

As soon as Tuesday comes I have a practical test which, surprisingly, I'm not too worried about. Mostly because it's my first practical test and I know I'm not going to do too well in it. A total of 12 tests performed in 30 minutes or less. Talk about pressure. I hope I don't get a patient with visual aid (psst only me and another girl have visual aids. Lucky me).

The mobile game Tales of the Rays came out recently in July, and I'm playing that along side with the JPN Rays (which is 5 months ahead) and Tales of Asteria. There's also both versions of FFRK I'm playing at the moment so I'm juggling 5 mobile games at once! I was thinking of getting Dissidia Opera Minia but you know what, I have my hands full as it is.

I was really skeptical of Asteria at first because of the character gacha system (which I undoubtedly dislike), but at least the story didn't feature any original characters like Link, so I'm good. I'm all for a character system like FFRK, so Rays definitely won my heart.

It's so hot here that it could be a sauna if there was more humidity. Can't go to sleep or get out of the bath without sweating like a pig! I also got deodorant for my feet. It's stupid.

I still haven't bought a PS4 yet, even though I'm really close to getting one during the past week. If I really got one I'd probably fire it up to play Zestiria first thing. I need to get P5 too. And my Bayonetta disc died. I'm so sad. Did I mention about completing P4? I finished it during last sem break and started P3 FES. It's a wonder why I didn't choose to finish KH when I'm already in the final dungeon or Legendia (again, final dungeon). Switching from P4 to P3 is a tough job because everything is different and I can't date Akihiko.

Anyways, life is cool I guess, there are many things to look forward to this semester. 2017 is near its end too and it's bizarre.

I'm not dead yet

I know I haven't been really active these past months... my last decent post was December last year and wow was that long ago!

I'm trying my best to juggle school work and extra-curricular activities so that I can graduate safely. No, life is not in the equation. I don't have a life.

Besides the crippling realization that I'm getting older every subsequent year and thus moving farther and farther away from being a child plus all the responsibilities I have to face as an adult, I'm actually fine. By fine I meant internally screaming every hour or just generally crying about not having a PS4. Yep.

What happened in the past months:

The semester is almost over (lmao) and it feels like I haven't leaned or studied anything at all, due to massive workload in the form of a whole week of events, including reports and assignments AND roleplay and model assignments, industrial visits (I enjoyed it), going out trying to convince people to come to our events, blah blah, the usual.

I got to listen to great music though. I bought my first ever album from Florence + the Machine; jammed to Tales Orchestra, 20th anni version and 2016 version; Nier Automata came out and I got into Nier's awesome music by Okabe; Hiroyuki Sawano is now one of my faves alongside with Yuki Kajiura and Yoko Kanno; Sheryl will be revived for Macross 30th; surprisingly I was addicted to Tales openings, to the point that hearing them makes me sad. I found out that Tenmon was the composer for most of Shinkai's movies. Gosh that guy has mad composing skillz.

Bought a few PS4 games, was worried that some might be faulty, that's why I want a PS4 so badly. I got most of the games I wanted already, but I'm sill waiting for HD collections of FF Type0, AC3 Liberation and KH 2.5 remix. P5 and Tales of Berseria can wait, since they're quite recent, and Nier Automata was not in my list to begin with. Heck I didn't even play the original Nier! Also I can't believe I bought the newest Star Ocean. I don't know what got into me. Might be because I'm starting to get bored with the same four JRPG series. I'm excited to play Zestiria even though people are talking shit about it. I made some progress in Mass Effect 3, I don't have a clear playthrough cause I'm just mashing through the dialogue at this point. My shooter skills still suck.

Didn't buy any books since last time. Still have many books waiting to be read. I hope 2 weeks is enough to finish a quarter of them. My artist instincts still impulse buy notebooks and stationery, but I'm saving up for cons and a PS4.

I'm having fun playing global and JPN FFRK. It's going to develop into a bad habit I assure you.

Events, Events Everywhere...

You know when I said University life is hectic as hell since I have 3 laboratory reports, multiple assignments and now even extra-curricular points to worry about! MSU is making my life easier by making us go to events as our compulsory assignments and projects... but still... this week is a physical stamina trainwreck!

ROUND 1: DMC RAPPORTEUR

I'm working with the 'top' students in this event: the Student Representative Council, aka "prefects" and oh god are they top students! I swear they don't eat or sleep. I have 2 lab reports due, but every day I only get to go home at 7pm +, so I didn't have any time to print shit. I'm just a smol committee tryin' to hustle ok!

The whole convention lasts three days: the first day was a holiday, so everyone is expected to be there to do their jobs. I drove to school before the sun is even up (without breakfast!). I got the morning session, the job was pretty easy. Had lunch with everyone, we fooled around for a bit on stage ("which comes first: the chicken or the egg??") before we were assigned to lead participants to their workshops. Everything was super tiring because there was nothing to do and we had to run around a lot.

I did not do much on the second day because I had class all day except in the morning. So I finished my slot in the morning and went to class as usual... then there's a stupid announcement on flash mob practice at 6pm, which would most probably extend until 9pm+... and it did. When I got back I finished half of my lab report and left the other half for the next day.

The last day was ok because I just need to be there for the closing ceremony. What sucked was that I brought many bags and it was a hassle. We took a bunch of pictures, joked around, mom came to fetch me home and I slept like a log.

Tl;dr, my team is awesome.

update: class was canceled so haha no need to pass up the lab report

ROUND 2: WORLD AIDS DAY FLASH MOB

PEC800 students have been practicing for this flash mob since a month ago, and only by 15th December we get to execute this shit. Technically it was because of last minute flash mob practices AND rapporteur jobs that made the day so packed. During our last two practice sessions it was a full-on rehearsal, and our flash mob was at the very end, so we had to sit through 3~4 hours of boring shit before our turn.

Brought my laptop to finish my lab report while waiting for our turn to perform. Managed to finish everything, all that is left were to print it out and bind it. The flash mob was not so much of a surprise anymore because of sudden technical issues with the music (lmao), so I'm kinna like "FOR REAL??? I DIDN'T PRACTICE A MONTH FOR THIS TO HAPPEN???" and also we were required to wear red. Everyone would be suspicious if everyone wore red. Anyway the dance was awesome, I enjoyed myself, and I enjoyed it even more when afternoon class was canceled so I attended DMC closing ceremony.

ROUND 3: PEC MAJOR PROJECT

This one takes the cake for being extremely annoying and making me 100x anxious. This fell on exactly 17th December, and guess what also falls on the same day??? COMIC FIESTA DAY 1.

I was going to sell my ticket but no one wanted it... haha I didn't pay RM25 for nothing so yep I'm going to CF after my project, dirt and sweat and all!

Nothing really interesting happened except for the final event. We were going to play a tug of war to determine the winning team. Let's just say our team is... the least ideal team. We only had two guys, one is a professional dancer, the other a lazy bum, both are average built. We have no big-sized girls, all of us were either tiny or tall and lean or chubby. The opposing team had at least 5 guys, at least one was big-sized. They won in a landslide. We were totally annihilated. When the game started we were immediately pulled forward, we were (literally) flying, our feet were not even on the ground, I fell, bruised my arm and bum, my friend peeled the skin on her palm. It was BRUTAL.

ROUND 4: HEALTH SCIENCE WEEK

We have to set up a booth and make 3D models of the major human systems. This was known since a month ago, as our assignment for Anatomy and Physiology subject. So me and a classmate did a mechanism model instead of a 3D one, but all worked out, our lecturer was meh. Since ours involve a lot of water all I can say our model was in the verge of collapsing at the end.

There was a talk about organ donation and the speaker asked: "Are yall scared of organ donation?" and I'm like "Pfffttt what's there to be scared about" Apparently most people didn't know that organ donation takes place after you dead. Like????? Huh????? Kidneys and liver can be donated when a person is still alive but other organs???? People don't use common sense???? They had a Q&A session with really easy questions. The problems lies if you dare to step out to answer on the microphone. If you do you get a t-shirt. I did. The colour was nice.

The second day is just a prize giving ceremony. It was supposed to end on that day, but somehow the following day our lecturer had to judge a video competition so we're like???? We wanna study plz???? We ended up being in the same hall to watch videos about traditional medicine.

After all these events we need to write reports and hand them in within a week haha goodbye life, see you in 2017.

Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday

考试完毕。等死时间到。

Tanu说要去玩，可是迟迟没决定要去哪里，所以我就提议去唱K了。本来想着要去溜冰（去sunway pyramid），可是好像没有人很想去玩，到最后该地点到midvalley去了。我和Shun Xuan可以顺便回家，其他人就到时回学校。

礼拜三，我们约上9点半的巴士到火车站。我最早到，过后Ana就来了，Li Rou后面跟来了拉着大行李的Shun Xuan。Tanu最迟，而且还是巴士要出发的前一秒才到。唉。

到了Midvalley，Tanu说不想早上乱喊，我们就决定先看部电影才唱。一路走到顶层我的心飘到卖game的两间店，Ana被我拉着去养眼，Tanu很无奈。很想看的《Zootopia》只有下午2点才有，我们就只好看11点场的《Kung Fu Panda 3》。广告开始，第一个就是新的TMNT，开始看到好多爆炸还心想会不会是Michael Bay导演……果然。出了名最爱把东西炸飞的导演。不过这次估计会比2014的那部好多了。会这么说是因为在预告片里看到了该有的人物：



《Kung Fu Panda 3》还不错，还是那么好笑！Ahhhh, stairs...

You're seriously afraid? Even Master Chicken's going in, and he's a *chicken*!

I can't teach kung fu! I couldn't even teach Tigress! And she already knows kung fu!

看完戏后就是去唱k！一班人（加上一个行李）跑到The Gardens的Redbox。楼下刚好有提款机，因为怕不够钱我就去提款了。问题是提款机隔壁就是我的最爱——ART FRIEND！啊啊又养眼又让人心痛的店啊！

我是第一个进房的，所以我先选歌，不过前面几首是流行歌曲，还是有人会唱。多数是我坐在小银幕前帮他们点歌。前面的流行歌曲过了就轮到我选的没人晓得的歌……Tanu还选了印尼歌来唱！有几首华语歌只出没了三首。我倒最后最后才选了我要的日文歌（因为通常没有字幕），没想到我最想唱的竟然有字幕，心痛死了！最后一首是我选的。会挑那首也是因为我爱死AC（不过有些歌还蛮多人知道的）。

我选这首歌的时候真的没多想，就是看到就选，可是没想到歌词竟然正讲述着我们五个人的处境。



过后我们在Redbox外面拍了selfie（不是我愿意的），然后在不同的月台等火车，就这样我和另外三个朋友道别了。到了KL Sentral要转车，也跟最后一个说掰掰。

到站时已经6点多，老妈也下班了，就叫她来火车站载我。我的假期也就正式开始了……

过年！！！

除夕，姑姑上怡保后晚上直接到我们家来吃团圆饭。老妈煮了两种鱼（dory and salmon），两种菜还有一道汤。超丰富的。过后还一面看超离谱的《西游记》一面喝高级咖啡（Starbucks VIA）。那部《西游记》真的很离谱。牛魔王没有牛样（好像是郭富城饰演？？），不知哪来了一只九尾狐（和孙悟空互相喜欢什么？？？），太白金星好像被牛魔王射死，最糟糕的是，牛魔王和孙悟空决战竟然会变transformers？？？？

注：那部电影是2014年郑保瑞导演的《西游记之大闹天宫》，嗯……今年还有个白骨精的叻，而且孙悟空不再是甄子丹饰演了——这次换郭富城做猴子。

啊哈哈，好像好久没过年了……这次回去比平常还累，平时都只会去老妈那边，这次奶奶和爷爷的家庭都拜年去了，可以说红包收到不少（比以前还多）。

回到太平就是和蚊子对抗，从早到晚都在打蚊子……不过打到累了就罢，就让蚊子一同过年吧……*泪*
今年舅舅家多了个小孩，不能和别人同房，所以外婆家好像没有房睡了……还以为要睡客厅时三姨婆出现！她家有空房（其实刚好舅公回Subang了，所以才有房，而且还有冷气）！万岁！！！！……不久后才知道那空房有很重很重的downy气味。在里面几分钟出来衣服就粘着那股重重的‘香水味’。

本来还说硬着鼻子睡下去，然后三姨婆说：“啊？我的房可以睡啊！”然后我们问：那你睡哪？答案：仓库（注：她本来就睡仓库了，不是我们逼她的啊！）晚上很爽地吹冷气入睡时，突然有人开门！原来是三姨婆……要进来睡。她拉着tilam和被子铺在地上睡觉。种觉得好像我在虐待老人家一样……

第二天下楼回外婆家看到老豆和老妈不见了，想应该是去吃早餐。打电话给他们才发现原来那两个家伙竟然是走路去吃早餐。嗯……好远哦。到外公家搜了一本书后第二天就这样过了……

初三回家，好累好累……

礼拜四老妈上班，老豆和大姨放一个星期，在家不会孤单，可是要做东西好不方便哦哦……（‘东西’指的是大喊大叫，fangirl，忽然哭和乱跳）收到中学朋友的讯息说要拜年……前两年都好象没参加呢~

吵着老豆要吃芝士闷（？）饭，所以他带我去SUNWAY吃KIM GARY顺便看衣服。到那发现我要的短裤没有sale，而且还是size有限，很多裁缝问题的那种。我很想要那件短裤啊啊啊！！！！不过还好，人一进到无印良品就亮了起来~种算有收获吧！

A photo posted by Jo (@shsl.sinner) on Feb 10, 2016 at 11:01pm PST

过后大家有问要不要去老师家拜年，我就嗯答应了。老实说会很累啊，会宿舍的时候……

早上又到昱恩家，lepak-lepak，然后人挤人上车载人。我们最迟到，大家已经在吃东西了（新年除了吃还是吃）。铭盈好像没有吃早餐，可是她没有看到我瞪着她……忽然想到是情人节，昱思bocor她姐的事。（呵呵有兄弟姐妹就是这样的啦~）

好久没有见到朋友了，发现到最后还是以前的朋友最好。有时候还真的很惊讶我这种整天孤僻的人会有朋友啊哈哈！希望以后还会有机会这样聚会吧！

回忆

欣煜曾经告诉过我，去PLKN时一定要写日记，以后还可以回味一下。当时我还是“真的吗？？？”的态度看待写日记这个习惯，不过，她说的没错。

新年要到了，其他大学有一个星期假期，我们的UCSI只有两天（跟政府）。可怜我们的老师们就让我们放假，所以两天假期变一个星期了。坐着巴士回家，看着外面的风景，会想起小学时代。以前学校巴士会经过的住宅区，学生在学校外面买冰淇淋，很开心周末的到来……这些都变成很久很久以前的回忆了。

回到家收拾桌面后，无聊没事做就拿起我那本又黑又脏的PLKN日记来读。14号正是我解放的日子，我没想过那天会来得那么快。日记里记载着我的种种体验，有些我都快忘了！那个时候我还真的很怕高和水啊（现在还是）。

嗯，最近脑子里都装着一堆杂念，时不时会emo下，不过很快就好了。我不想把自己的伤心事写在blog里，可是我除了这里没其它地方可以发泄了……

花钱！！！

花钱花花钱！！！最近一直花钱！
说实话十一月我花了很多钱买画画要用的工具，还有买书……呜呜为什么最进到处一直有我想买的书啊啊！嗯，钱包流血了。

A photo posted by Jo (@shsl.sinner) on Nov 28, 2015 at 10:39pm PST

啊啊啊AC出了新书，在MPH看到，手很痒可是那时候没买……最后在Popular看到PEWDIEPIE的书就顺便买下了……嗯，我是超级控制不了自己的欲望的人。不过他的书还蛮贵的，64块多啊？里面是全彩的。

A photo posted by Jo (@shsl.sinner) on Nov 30, 2015 at 11:45pm PST

这本书刚上市时我很兴奋，不过心里知道是到处没得买的那种书，所以决定要网购……有天晚上不知道为什么想到KINO什么国际书都卖，第二天早上很兴奋地去找……有呃！！！！打电话确定有货了上完课后马上去KLCC买。那天真的是开心死了！

A photo posted by Jo (@shsl.sinner) on Dec 17, 2015 at 8:36pm PST

这是在FB买的二手game，我等了很久很久才POSLAJU到的……一到手上我就是在家一个人大喊大叫，还没拆开包装就乱跳开了包装差点哭出来……我等了好久啊啊啊……我连机都还没买就买game了啊……呜呜呜……

Childhood song #27:

日常：12

要烦的事烦完了，只剩presentation……而且现在那个也不用烦了，因为老师很赶，所以我不用拖延时间。

Final要到了呵呵，我还没读书，也不打算现在读。前几天course selection超倒霉的，心烦了一个星期……

我应该说过很多次，上了大学就“多姿多彩”，遇到很多不同“颜色”的人，有些还把我给气得烦得想直接飞到国外去不回来了啊哈哈。可是到哪去还是会有那种人，也罢……

那天坐在房间发呆，想些生活上的事。小学朋友变了，中学朋友变了，而我也变了。其实我不想变，可是时间在改变我。2015年我受的伤害很多，心受伤后会愈合，可是那个疤永远都会留在那里。这些伤留下很多疤痕，心最终也会保护不了在里面的小孩。所以我身上慢慢地长满了刺来保护自己，保护那个小孩。不管做什么都要很强势，不然受伤害的会是自己。朋友也没几个，较熟的只有两个，而且两个其中有一个的性格跟我太不一样，跟她相处有些困难。其实在大学里，跟我一样的只有一个。一个而已。

以前的我不会打扮。现在我多想念那时的自己。当然我不像其她女生那样，会“收集”衣服鞋子，会每天化妆……可是我还是会想，为什么我改变了呢？在心里的小孩，难道是时候要沉睡了吗？保护你让我很累很累，可是我不后悔身上长满了刺。我不介意被人俳侧。我不怕社会的眼光……我要怎么做才能留住你呢？还是，到最后你还是会沉睡？然后永远不再醒来？

能让我在这个残酷的世界生存的只有你。不过你最终，还是会离开。

Childhood song #26:

日常：11

最近都没什么有趣的事发生，只是要考试了可是还没读书……还有我还没去学车，这个sem break要去学了，不然undang又要重考。去台湾留学的事也还没办完，还有烦人的group assignment！我的组员们都好像‘睡觉’，根本没意思想做assignment。

还遇到了比那两个女的还麻烦的人。而且还是男的！天啊，我从来没有看过那么爱面子的男生，而且还超级不会听指示的！拍戏本来就是不能望着镜头看，那男的偏偏就一直看镜头，啊啊啊好气人！人家在拍戏的时候还video bomb，本来可以用的短片只能用来当extras了……在等camera man的时候我要演员stand by，其他人可以静静地等，他就到处乱走，等到要拍的时候找不到人！更好笑的是他好像根本没听老师说过要把video放到Youtube去，还责怪我……先生我可是你的组长叻，讨论剧本，你没提议；演戏不专业；根本没有心要吧assignment做好！我为了你的‘面子’把33秒的镜片散掉了，你还来说我吧video放到Youtube？！拜托你以为我想把自己的脸放online吗？不然你来提供pendrive送给老师？

不要再讲让人生气的事了，我来讲一下家里的妃子吧！

恩恩跟我说大众有卖《言叶之庭》，后来在城邦也有看到，还在想要在哪里买……最后还是在大众买了。就是喜欢读些让人心痛的故事啊哈哈。

A photo posted by Jo (@sinners.and.madness) on Oct 4, 2015 at 4:05am PDT

上两个星期没回家过，就只为了该死的moral assignment！不过就有机会去找那间我一直想去的文具店，呵呵。在店里看的眼花缭乱，什么都想买（跟去书局没差），可是去了回到宿舍就破产了……*哭*

A photo posted by Jo (@sinners.and.madness) on Oct 16, 2015 at 11:16pm PDT

能怎样？美术本来就是让你花钱可是不一定生钱的工作/爱好。

Childhood song #25:

烦恼

啊啊啊最近没有心情写部落啊，好多group assignment，好多考试，好多要烦的事……

可是到最后我还是回家打电动就是了唉。

我的moral assignment被组长‘抛弃’了，他不知去了哪里，一直没有回我的message，所以我就自己主动说要开会。可是说要开会也没人要回我啊啊！！！气死人……我自认为很孤僻了，可是上帝好像要告诉我其实没有孤僻到哪里，让我有两个孤僻到boss级的女生。两个人每天粘在一起，静到不像人！我还以为两个是first sem的，所以不是很多朋友……可是她们是跟我一样second sem的。嗯，明显是她们俩有问题。开始遇到其他组员是要自我介绍，组长很亲切地跟大家握手，她们俩却好像很吓到地不愿意（可是还是握了）。嗯，难道她们也是女校毕业的？没和男生相处过？（屁，我已经是没跟男生好好相处过了，到NS还要看只顾着靠女生的那种类型……）

室友们要考finals了，到最后11就只剩我一个人啊，好孤独。

某个礼拜天晚上回到宿舍后和两个室友谈到整理房子，说着10分钟后我们把客厅收拾好了。礼拜三一起去Giant买箱子装食物，把单人房的室友交出来认自己的食物和鞋子后，开始整理房子。我们的厨房有够恶心的，尤其是冰箱……一堆开了又没吃的食物，过期的干粮，还有沾到水又腐烂的饼干……还有一种气味，不是腐臭味，可是很奇怪。把厨房没人用的东西丢掉后，把冰箱的垃圾除掉后，整齐很多。我们的鞋子都是排在走廊边，走廊除了我们的鞋之外还有很多积灰尘的鞋盒，有些鞋子好像几百年没穿，灰尘一堆。整理完后，垃圾桶周围放着很多塑胶袋，客厅还有一堆鞋盒和铁罐……当时我们希望清洁工人会第二天就来，那样垃圾也不用等到礼拜五或六才处理。

礼拜四回到宿舍看到清洁工人在门前……还好！现在我们的unit很干净整齐了~

Childhood song #24:

日常：10

假期完了怎么办……我还想要玩啊。

第一个礼拜上课好乱，不知到notes要不要买，课本要不要买，上课要坐哪里，assignment要自己找组员……好烦！而且我也很怕自己在上课时睡着啊。吃糖几乎也没效。我最怕Bio II和Chemi，呵呵这些科目我fail算了（不要真的fail啊）还有出了名不容易pass的CE……

最近烟雾很严重，出门都可以嗅到烟味。不过第二天就下大雨，我的雨伞坏了，在打包午餐时发现手被雨伞割到，流血了。啊，自己都没发现！也没觉得痛。本来以为是轻微割伤，不用粘胶布，可是看清楚一点……哇，伤口好大哦。钱包里有胶布，可是粘之前要把血抹干净，我又没有tissue……然后救星出现了！胶布粘在手指的关节上很不方便啊。

很多事要烦，scholarship，volunteer的事，group assignment，还有小考……嗯，我foundation而已大概没A-level的惨吧……想到group assignment就讨厌。每次没有组别就算了，有时候好像有希望可以进到某某组的时候，它们就告诉我没位了……一次又一次的感到失望啊……早知道不找组了，就让老师把我派好了。我不想再觉得自己被抛弃。嗯。

Childhood song #23:

假期~

考试考到21号，不过我最后一张考卷17号就结束了，所以总结来说我有两个星期假期！啊哈哈好幸福啊……礼拜一考完试后回宿舍收拾，第二天早早就在学校等巴士了。还以为早上八点多不会很多人，可是我很明显是错了。人多得我在火车上变成煎饼了！终于到KL Central了。本来要在那吃McD后才上火车的，可是出去看到排队排得好长……啊啊算了。上火车吧……

往巴生港口的火车较少人，可是进了第一包厢还是没位坐。站着过了四站，忽然很多人下某个我不常看到有人下的站，留下很多空位子。为了打发时间，我拿起书来看。到站后我就搭免费巴士回家~

回到家通知父母后发现自己饿坏了，煮荷包蛋和面包当迟吃的早餐。过后收拾东西，发现我的书桌根本不够放我的东西……又想起客厅我用来放电脑的桌子……把它搬到房间，清一下，变成了我的美术桌啊哈哈！书桌就用来当放电脑的。

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老妈知道后好‘伤心’哦，说她自己一个人用电脑变得好孤独（我们的电脑桌是面对面的）。

不知道为什么就是没心情拿起妃子们来读，也没心情动二老婆（PS3），回到去开大老婆（PS2）来玩。果然被叫大老婆是有原因的……玩PS2就是来回味一下童年，回味一下当时的喜怒哀乐，可是这是很肯定的对心脏不好！

笔记本都没用完又再买新的，唉！

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老爸帮我在城邦预定的少年40和41，礼拜天还没到，可是老爸想去城邦，所以就去了~本来想去看看有没有新的特传，可是它们没进货，不过我找到别的东西：

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呵呵所获可大咯！

第二个星期也是打机过日子，不知何时找来了时间update妃子blog，然后画了几幅画，就这样。有天礼拜四到处找晚餐，趁机会去买几个老婆回家……

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啊哈哈买了不该买的东西，而且没买重点。天！回到家就是玩玩看，把自己下着了！下面两个选择超级多的！！！！我不知道？？？！！！

礼拜六老爸没上班，我们再次去城邦，这次我是去接妃子回家的！

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这次在城邦看了很多烹饪和料理书（好奇怪？料理书？？？）顺便买了两本书回家。

礼拜天我把兔子苹果的事告诉了老爸：“我不明白，那苹果真的有那么难切吗？”然后老爸回我：“说不定你自己也切不到。”我就气呼呼地当天晚上拿他早上在菜市买的苹果拿来切：

还不错啦，只是家里的水果刀放在哪里我都不知道，所以用了菜刀和切肉的刀……左拇指很轻微的脱皮。