Heya!!!!

This blog has most likely become a review blog more than a regular blog lol.

I'm feeling pretty out of it these days. I'm not doing any art, I'm not even playing video games, I'm not updating my harem blog, not even cleaning my room... just watching GTLive on Tuesday to Saturday mornings. Aaaand moping around with my college applications and driving test. Yeah.

Having literally nothing to do in life is very mentally draining. I should try to update my harem blog (or even at least try to remodel the whole thing know what I'll do it now)... ok I'm back, I spent 5 hours+ learning HTML and CSS to modify goddamn themes, then another 4 hours to scan and redo my posts so it looks neater... so much work and I'm not even halfway through.

There's campus open day next Wednesday... mom's going to go with me on the campus tour. I do hope I can manage to get everything sorted out on that day because if not it's going to suck balls. I need to go for medical checkup, pick a date for my extra driving lessons and test, gotta pass that shit too... so much stuff on my mind!

I have an idea of a video for my YouTube channel but I keep putting it off because my voice sounds silly and I'm still learning how to edit. Man, video editing takes a lot of time and energy.

My sketchbooks and art supplies have been increasing as of late, and surprise surprise I don't have any money anymore! There's Animangaki in August so I really need some cash to spend. I'm going to meet some awesome artists for the first time!!! Exciting!!!

There's really not much to say about my life. Nothing I do is worth noting, all I did these past few months were sleep and eat only. I should read my books (all of them, collecting dust on the shelves).

Everybody has their lives now, none of us are truly available whenever. Sometimes I wonder: will I ever leave this place? Will I ever see the world change? Will the day when we can walk on the streets undisturbed ever come? And if it did, will I live to see it? The world is so ugly, who will be the catcher in the rye?

This post took a dark turn didn't it? Well shucks, my English posts always end up like this.