啊啊啊最近没有心情写部落啊，好多group assignment，好多考试，好多要烦的事……
可是到最后我还是回家打电动就是了唉。
我的moral assignment被组长‘抛弃’了，他不知去了哪里，一直没有回我的message，所以我就自己主动说要开会。可是说要开会也没人要回我啊啊！！！气死人……我自认为很孤僻了，可是上帝好像要告诉我其实没有孤僻到哪里，让我有两个孤僻到boss级的女生。两个人每天粘在一起，静到不像人！我还以为两个是first sem的，所以不是很多朋友……可是她们是跟我一样second sem的。嗯，明显是她们俩有问题。开始遇到其他组员是要自我介绍，组长很亲切地跟大家握手，她们俩却好像很吓到地不愿意（可是还是握了）。嗯，难道她们也是女校毕业的？没和男生相处过？（屁，我已经是没跟男生好好相处过了，到NS还要看只顾着靠女生的那种类型……）
室友们要考finals了，到最后11就只剩我一个人啊，好孤独。
某个礼拜天晚上回到宿舍后和两个室友谈到整理房子，说着10分钟后我们把客厅收拾好了。礼拜三一起去Giant买箱子装食物，把单人房的室友交出来认自己的食物和鞋子后，开始整理房子。我们的厨房有够恶心的，尤其是冰箱……一堆开了又没吃的食物，过期的干粮，还有沾到水又腐烂的饼干……还有一种气味，不是腐臭味，可是很奇怪。把厨房没人用的东西丢掉后，把冰箱的垃圾除掉后，整齐很多。我们的鞋子都是排在走廊边，走廊除了我们的鞋之外还有很多积灰尘的鞋盒，有些鞋子好像几百年没穿，灰尘一堆。整理完后，垃圾桶周围放着很多塑胶袋，客厅还有一堆鞋盒和铁罐……当时我们希望清洁工人会第二天就来，那样垃圾也不用等到礼拜五或六才处理。
礼拜四回到宿舍看到清洁工人在门前……还好！现在我们的unit很干净整齐了~
Childhood song #24:
05 October 2015
15 September 2015
日常：10
假期完了怎么办……我还想要玩啊。
第一个礼拜上课好乱，不知到notes要不要买，课本要不要买，上课要坐哪里，assignment要自己找组员……好烦！而且我也很怕自己在上课时睡着啊。吃糖几乎也没效。我最怕Bio II和Chemi，呵呵这些科目我fail算了（不要真的fail啊）还有出了名不容易pass的CE……
最近烟雾很严重，出门都可以嗅到烟味。不过第二天就下大雨，我的雨伞坏了，在打包午餐时发现手被雨伞割到，流血了。啊，自己都没发现！也没觉得痛。本来以为是轻微割伤，不用粘胶布，可是看清楚一点……哇，伤口好大哦。钱包里有胶布，可是粘之前要把血抹干净，我又没有tissue……然后救星出现了！胶布粘在手指的关节上很不方便啊。
很多事要烦，scholarship，volunteer的事，group assignment，还有小考……嗯，我foundation而已大概没A-level的惨吧……想到group assignment就讨厌。每次没有组别就算了，有时候好像有希望可以进到某某组的时候，它们就告诉我没位了……一次又一次的感到失望啊……早知道不找组了，就让老师把我派好了。我不想再觉得自己被抛弃。嗯。
Childhood song #23:
第一个礼拜上课好乱，不知到notes要不要买，课本要不要买，上课要坐哪里，assignment要自己找组员……好烦！而且我也很怕自己在上课时睡着啊。吃糖几乎也没效。我最怕Bio II和Chemi，呵呵这些科目我fail算了（不要真的fail啊）还有出了名不容易pass的CE……
最近烟雾很严重，出门都可以嗅到烟味。不过第二天就下大雨，我的雨伞坏了，在打包午餐时发现手被雨伞割到，流血了。啊，自己都没发现！也没觉得痛。本来以为是轻微割伤，不用粘胶布，可是看清楚一点……哇，伤口好大哦。钱包里有胶布，可是粘之前要把血抹干净，我又没有tissue……然后救星出现了！胶布粘在手指的关节上很不方便啊。
很多事要烦，scholarship，volunteer的事，group assignment，还有小考……嗯，我foundation而已大概没A-level的惨吧……想到group assignment就讨厌。每次没有组别就算了，有时候好像有希望可以进到某某组的时候，它们就告诉我没位了……一次又一次的感到失望啊……早知道不找组了，就让老师把我派好了。我不想再觉得自己被抛弃。嗯。
Childhood song #23:
09 September 2015
Review: Tales of the Abyss (videogame)
Current mood: WASURENAI DE~~~~~ ITSUDATTE YONDERU KARA~~
Tales of the Abyss was my first Tales game. I had exposure when the anime aired and my dad watched the first ep or so. Then when the PS2 babe came I got more exposure. I bought Tales of Legendia alongside TotA, but I played TotA first instead of ToL... I should be the other way round because ToL came before TotA! But I was so fixated on a game I'm more familiar with, I ignored ToL until like, during my second TotA playthrough idk?
Tales of the Abyss was my first Tales game. I had exposure when the anime aired and my dad watched the first ep or so. Then when the PS2 babe came I got more exposure. I bought Tales of Legendia alongside TotA, but I played TotA first instead of ToL... I should be the other way round because ToL came before TotA! But I was so fixated on a game I'm more familiar with, I ignored ToL until like, during my second TotA playthrough idk?
03 September 2015
假期~
考试考到21号，不过我最后一张考卷17号就结束了，所以总结来说我有两个星期假期！啊哈哈好幸福啊……礼拜一考完试后回宿舍收拾，第二天早早就在学校等巴士了。还以为早上八点多不会很多人，可是我很明显是错了。人多得我在火车上变成煎饼了！终于到KL Central了。本来要在那吃McD后才上火车的，可是出去看到排队排得好长……啊啊算了。上火车吧……
往巴生港口的火车较少人，可是进了第一包厢还是没位坐。站着过了四站，忽然很多人下某个我不常看到有人下的站，留下很多空位子。为了打发时间，我拿起书来看。到站后我就搭免费巴士回家~
回到家通知父母后发现自己饿坏了，煮荷包蛋和面包当迟吃的早餐。过后收拾东西，发现我的书桌根本不够放我的东西……又想起客厅我用来放电脑的桌子……把它搬到房间，清一下，变成了我的美术桌啊哈哈！书桌就用来当放电脑的。
老妈知道后好‘伤心’哦，说她自己一个人用电脑变得好孤独（我们的电脑桌是面对面的）。
不知道为什么就是没心情拿起妃子们来读，也没心情动二老婆（PS3），回到去开大老婆（PS2）来玩。果然被叫大老婆是有原因的……玩PS2就是来回味一下童年，回味一下当时的喜怒哀乐，可是这是很肯定的对心脏不好！
笔记本都没用完又再买新的，唉！
老爸帮我在城邦预定的少年40和41，礼拜天还没到，可是老爸想去城邦，所以就去了~本来想去看看有没有新的特传，可是它们没进货，不过我找到别的东西：
呵呵所获可大咯！
第二个星期也是打机过日子，不知何时找来了时间update妃子blog，然后画了几幅画，就这样。有天礼拜四到处找晚餐，趁机会去买几个老婆回家……
啊哈哈买了不该买的东西，而且没买重点。天！回到家就是玩玩看，把自己下着了！下面两个选择超级多的！！！！我不知道？？？！！！
礼拜六老爸没上班，我们再次去城邦，这次我是去接妃子回家的！
这次在城邦看了很多烹饪和料理书（好奇怪？料理书？？？）顺便买了两本书回家。
礼拜天我把兔子苹果的事告诉了老爸：“我不明白，那苹果真的有那么难切吗？”然后老爸回我：“说不定你自己也切不到。”我就气呼呼地当天晚上拿他早上在菜市买的苹果拿来切：
还不错啦，只是家里的水果刀放在哪里我都不知道，所以用了菜刀和切肉的刀……左拇指很轻微的脱皮。
往巴生港口的火车较少人，可是进了第一包厢还是没位坐。站着过了四站，忽然很多人下某个我不常看到有人下的站，留下很多空位子。为了打发时间，我拿起书来看。到站后我就搭免费巴士回家~
回到家通知父母后发现自己饿坏了，煮荷包蛋和面包当迟吃的早餐。过后收拾东西，发现我的书桌根本不够放我的东西……又想起客厅我用来放电脑的桌子……把它搬到房间，清一下，变成了我的美术桌啊哈哈！书桌就用来当放电脑的。
老妈知道后好‘伤心’哦，说她自己一个人用电脑变得好孤独（我们的电脑桌是面对面的）。
不知道为什么就是没心情拿起妃子们来读，也没心情动二老婆（PS3），回到去开大老婆（PS2）来玩。果然被叫大老婆是有原因的……玩PS2就是来回味一下童年，回味一下当时的喜怒哀乐，可是这是很肯定的对心脏不好！
笔记本都没用完又再买新的，唉！
老爸帮我在城邦预定的少年40和41，礼拜天还没到，可是老爸想去城邦，所以就去了~本来想去看看有没有新的特传，可是它们没进货，不过我找到别的东西：
呵呵所获可大咯！
第二个星期也是打机过日子，不知何时找来了时间update妃子blog，然后画了几幅画，就这样。有天礼拜四到处找晚餐，趁机会去买几个老婆回家……
啊哈哈买了不该买的东西，而且没买重点。天！回到家就是玩玩看，把自己下着了！下面两个选择超级多的！！！！我不知道？？？！！！
礼拜六老爸没上班，我们再次去城邦，这次我是去接妃子回家的！
这次在城邦看了很多烹饪和料理书（好奇怪？料理书？？？）顺便买了两本书回家。
礼拜天我把兔子苹果的事告诉了老爸：“我不明白，那苹果真的有那么难切吗？”然后老爸回我：“说不定你自己也切不到。”我就气呼呼地当天晚上拿他早上在菜市买的苹果拿来切：
还不错啦，只是家里的水果刀放在哪里我都不知道，所以用了菜刀和切肉的刀……左拇指很轻微的脱皮。
22 August 2015
Review: The Place Promised in Our Early Days (movie)
Current mood: WOW. I can't...
I never thought of watching this until one day I stumbled across its ending song in Youtube. Usually suggestions put me off but there was something about the movie poster that clicks. So I listened. And I got addicted. The song was beautiful. Then I remembered that I have seen the movie poster back when I was still a kid (about the same time I started using the PC, so maybe 7~9 I guess?), and IDK I felt nostalgic maybe? One of the reasons I could still recognize the poster was because of its selection of colors: blue with brief colors of the sunset. And the characters playing the violin with contrasting atmospheres.
I never thought of watching this until one day I stumbled across its ending song in Youtube. Usually suggestions put me off but there was something about the movie poster that clicks. So I listened. And I got addicted. The song was beautiful. Then I remembered that I have seen the movie poster back when I was still a kid (about the same time I started using the PC, so maybe 7~9 I guess?), and IDK I felt nostalgic maybe? One of the reasons I could still recognize the poster was because of its selection of colors: blue with brief colors of the sunset. And the characters playing the violin with contrasting atmospheres.
小小的同学聚会~
上个星期考完两科数学后，慧欣问要不要礼拜六去打羽球。想到礼拜一就考bio我有点烦，不过答应参加。
地点在个我根本都不晓得的地方，在KEC后面。两个场地三个小时。因为早上和在美国的Amberly Skype到近四点，没睡好觉……然后上午有去了台湾升学展，累死人，回到家已经两点半了，要午觉也不行……我以后死也不要熬夜超过2点！
好久没打羽球了，打了一个小时休息一下，然后继续打……可是大部分时间都在谈天就是了。当然慧欣还是老样子喊来喊去，我就笨手笨脚一直不会开球……过后外星人天才（Valerie）来了！懒人一个没跟我们打球，只是来和我们聚餐而已……打球后大家跟在伊玲后面偷偷到KEC去冲凉~很舒服啊哈哈哈！！！我根本没用肥皂，因为要快嘛~不过如果要洗澡的话还是可以的，我可不是白去NS的！
晚餐我们到JJ去吃，看到大家点的食物都有timun和番茄……啊，看来那几个家伙一定不吃的！我先问坐在隔壁的Valerie：你吃那些tomato的吗？不要就给我。然后她就很开心地把番茄丢给我，接下来其他人也跟着吧番茄丢给我……龙小姐海拔黄瓜给我，天啊！我好像每次跟朋友聚餐都会变‘垃圾桶’……
聚餐后当然就是去书局！！！我和绵羊看到没有少年很失望啊。因为没睡好所以我早回家睡觉了，拜拜~
Childhood song #22:
地点在个我根本都不晓得的地方，在KEC后面。两个场地三个小时。因为早上和在美国的Amberly Skype到近四点，没睡好觉……然后上午有去了台湾升学展，累死人，回到家已经两点半了，要午觉也不行……我以后死也不要熬夜超过2点！
好久没打羽球了，打了一个小时休息一下，然后继续打……可是大部分时间都在谈天就是了。当然慧欣还是老样子喊来喊去，我就笨手笨脚一直不会开球……过后外星人天才（Valerie）来了！懒人一个没跟我们打球，只是来和我们聚餐而已……打球后大家跟在伊玲后面偷偷到KEC去冲凉~很舒服啊哈哈哈！！！我根本没用肥皂，因为要快嘛~不过如果要洗澡的话还是可以的，我可不是白去NS的！
晚餐我们到JJ去吃，看到大家点的食物都有timun和番茄……啊，看来那几个家伙一定不吃的！我先问坐在隔壁的Valerie：你吃那些tomato的吗？不要就给我。然后她就很开心地把番茄丢给我，接下来其他人也跟着吧番茄丢给我……龙小姐海拔黄瓜给我，天啊！我好像每次跟朋友聚餐都会变‘垃圾桶’……
聚餐后当然就是去书局！！！我和绵羊看到没有少年很失望啊。因为没睡好所以我早回家睡觉了，拜拜~
Childhood song #22:
06 August 2015
日常：09
啊哈哈要考finals了……我还没念书？！啊哈哈没念书就算了，还download了游戏来玩……花了两天的时间玩完它，而且还很舍不得里面的那对情人……为什么要那么伤感？！人啊，明知道会伤心，可是还是会特地去试试看，然后害死自己。
最近因为没有课了所以没出门，除了去学校拿考试证之外，没有事了，可是……scholarship还有超麻烦的东西，就是填表格，而且还是不知道要填什么的表格。其它组已经从SEP101毕业了，只剩我们这40人组还没……还要等到九月才可以办活动！
嗯，我的心还没愈合呢。还是很痛！
18+ ramblings, don't like don't read!
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Ugh, at first I did not know what was so bittersweet about 'the red road' ending, but clearly I was wrong haha... because the volume of BGM was quite low so I can't listen well, but when the extras came out the track 'forever' was what hit me the most in Sweet Pool. When the two were fusing into one (GEM FUSION), he asks, "Do you believe in forever?", and the answer was "There is no forever." So much for heartbreak and feeeelssss. And the track symbolizes their fleeting togetherness, their feelings for each other, but could not ever be human or have their relationship last forever. They don't 'love' each other, it wasn't even 'romance', but something more heavy, more deep. Like Hope and Light's relationship, which is love, but at the same time so much more than that. Heck love wasn't even the appropriate word to describe it!
Since there are no 'good ends' as all the OTP endings involve Yuuji's death, it leaves you empty and lifeless. And here you wonder why is the game called 'Sweet Pool' when there's nothing sweet about it. And why a pool? The pool only shows up in two of the endings in which Tetsuo survives. Or you can interpret the title like this: the 'sweet' is from the word bittersweet, while the pool... the pool is your tears and feels.
You'll never be the same after playing this game. Before this I thought Clear's end from DMMd was already the worst, but SP is just... IDK. It's been two days and I can still feel my heart clutch in pain whenever I think of their sad fate. However if someone ever asks if I regret playing SP, no. I don't. It's sad and disgusting and nightmarish (whenever I go to the toilet I just can't), but somewhat refreshing to see a protag which is not your usual bishonen, but someone who is actually a man. Look at the OST cover, I mean you'll NEVER be 100% sure who is the protag. At first glance they may actually be mistaken as the love interests. I mean all three of them on the cover. Look at Yuuji's Kira eyes WHAT.
Note: I always had a feeling Tetsuo looks familiar, now I know why - Shinonome from the Warui series argh! Looks alike 'cept the fact that Shinonome grins a lot compared to Tetsuo who's a cool emotionless dude.
最近因为没有课了所以没出门，除了去学校拿考试证之外，没有事了，可是……scholarship还有超麻烦的东西，就是填表格，而且还是不知道要填什么的表格。其它组已经从SEP101毕业了，只剩我们这40人组还没……还要等到九月才可以办活动！
嗯，我的心还没愈合呢。还是很痛！
18+ ramblings, don't like don't read!
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Ugh, at first I did not know what was so bittersweet about 'the red road' ending, but clearly I was wrong haha... because the volume of BGM was quite low so I can't listen well, but when the extras came out the track 'forever' was what hit me the most in Sweet Pool. When the two were fusing into one (GEM FUSION), he asks, "Do you believe in forever?", and the answer was "There is no forever." So much for heartbreak and feeeelssss. And the track symbolizes their fleeting togetherness, their feelings for each other, but could not ever be human or have their relationship last forever. They don't 'love' each other, it wasn't even 'romance', but something more heavy, more deep. Like Hope and Light's relationship, which is love, but at the same time so much more than that. Heck love wasn't even the appropriate word to describe it!
Since there are no 'good ends' as all the OTP endings involve Yuuji's death, it leaves you empty and lifeless. And here you wonder why is the game called 'Sweet Pool' when there's nothing sweet about it. And why a pool? The pool only shows up in two of the endings in which Tetsuo survives. Or you can interpret the title like this: the 'sweet' is from the word bittersweet, while the pool... the pool is your tears and feels.
You'll never be the same after playing this game. Before this I thought Clear's end from DMMd was already the worst, but SP is just... IDK. It's been two days and I can still feel my heart clutch in pain whenever I think of their sad fate. However if someone ever asks if I regret playing SP, no. I don't. It's sad and disgusting and nightmarish (whenever I go to the toilet I just can't), but somewhat refreshing to see a protag which is not your usual bishonen, but someone who is actually a man. Look at the OST cover, I mean you'll NEVER be 100% sure who is the protag. At first glance they may actually be mistaken as the love interests. I mean all three of them on the cover. Look at Yuuji's Kira eyes WHAT.
Note: I always had a feeling Tetsuo looks familiar, now I know why - Shinonome from the Warui series argh! Looks alike 'cept the fact that Shinonome grins a lot compared to Tetsuo who's a cool emotionless dude.
02 August 2015
Review: 5 Centimeters per Second (movie)
Current mood: NO BABY NO IT'S OK YOU CAN MAKE IT! AF FEELS!!!! *SLAMS ON LAPTOP*
5 Centimeters was already pretty famous in Tumblr due to the beautiful scenery and the tear-jerking motif of the film. Mostly all the GIFs I see on Tumblr are scenery porn, so I did not know what the protagonist looks like. I didn't even know how the story will go, except for the fact that they got train-blocked (lol). The movie has three episodes, each episode describes the 'distance' between the central protagonist of the episode.
5 Centimeters was already pretty famous in Tumblr due to the beautiful scenery and the tear-jerking motif of the film. Mostly all the GIFs I see on Tumblr are scenery porn, so I did not know what the protagonist looks like. I didn't even know how the story will go, except for the fact that they got train-blocked (lol). The movie has three episodes, each episode describes the 'distance' between the central protagonist of the episode.
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