Review: Kingdom Hearts III

Actually played BBS after DDD to get the lore in order before I jump into KH3, but I don't think I will write a review for a remastered PSP game that forces you to play 3 separate campaigns with their own records to complete. Just know that it's a fucking tragedy and can be summed up by this meme I made:

I am also watching a Days playthrough on the original DS just to make sure I didn't miss the small tidbits excluded in the cutscene viewer in 1.5. So the only readily available KH game that I have not played through is ReCOM, mostly due to the card system (it's always the card system). But I hope to be patient enough to give it a second try (had a level 19 PS2 save from god knows when beat my ass).

But enough about the old games; it's time to dive into the long-awaited "3rd" installment of the Kingdom Hearts series.

Just wait, marriage dispute in 4 years

Review: Kingdom Hearts Dream Drop Distance (HD)

Snapcubes' Kingdom Hearts RTF was released in October-November of 2025 and it somehow ignited the KH fan in me and I contracted the soriku brainworms again... which leads me to play DDD. I dub this the soriku OTP masterpiece (similar to how LR is hoperai's). Due to the convoluted plotline I will not be reviewing the whole story but instead focus on the soriku aspects and my thoughts on what it means for KH4 and beyond. Most are regurgitated info from soriku truthers and #sorikuendgameactually.

Review: Houseki no Kuni (Land of the Lustrous)

This peculiar manga came into everyone's radar when the anime released in 2017, with it's then fresh new art direction - but I never got into it because I dismissed it as a fetish work just based on what I've seen. Then came a tribute comic for the main character of the series, and I just cannot resist tragic characters and depressing stories, so I binge read all chapters in 10 hours. Was it worth it? Eh.

Review: Look Back

Hey it's the new year! What better way to start than to cry my eyeballs off!

In summer of 2024, the feed blew up with mentions of an anime film so sensational within the community. Every artist I followed came out of theaters with vague, motivational posts, saying that all creatives should experience it themselves.

Well, too bad. I didn't know about it until too late, so instead I bought the translated source material - a humble one shot, smaller in dimension and no thicker than the various BLs I have sitting on the shelf. 

Quick Review: the Third

Somehow I forgot I played some other shit back in early 2024 whaaa

Before I get into the reviews there's a life update! I'm far far away in a stranger's land, trying to make the most of my miserable life. One thing's for sure: I feel significantly better than the last 3 years I've been working combined. How fucked up is that? All in all I have a semi-'fuck around and find out' mindset right now which may serve me well. Maybe. On to the reviews!

Caligula Overdose
(January 2024)

I was going to dedicate a whole post to this game since I actually really enjoyed it and have quite a lot of comments about it, but I forgot to copy all my screenshares from the PS4 to the hard drive, so a simple review is all I can do (for now). Perhaps an actual post one day? Gameplay-wise it works a little like a Persona game, and I don't mean that in a bad way.

Portal and Portal 2 (and mods)
(January 2024)

I activated my Steam account to register my copy of Mini Metro and what do I see on the sales page? The wonderful puzzle games Portal and Portal 2, bundled together costing only RM4! And since I have a gaming laptop equipped with a GPU capable of going 300+fps (in ffxiv), I decided to make my teenage dreams come true. Back then I tried to get the games for PS3 but I must have used up all my luck on Mirror's Edge...

The premise is simple really. You use portals to solve puzzles. There's basic plot with lore sprinkles, a memorable villain and atmospheric soundtrack, enough to keep people engaged and entertained. It's one of those series where everyone should experience at least once. Might not be your cup of tea but you should see how this became the sensation that it is. I suck at platformers in first person because of depth perception and I'm also too dumb for puzzle games but I loved every second of it.

I'm not even sure Valve can make the games better than it is. Maybe they'll find a way to impress, who knows! It doesn't seem like they have any plans to make anything so far, but we can always play free fan mods that could have been full official DLC with how well they're made:

Portal Stories: Mel

Portal Revolution

Portal Reloaded

And if you thought these games have no replay value - as a forgetful person, I can't remember the solution for most of the puzzles.

Puella Magi Madoka Magica
(February 2024)

Had a lot of free time in the day so I binged the anime + Rebellion like I said I would. Hot damn this is gay. And the movie just dialed it up to 11, like all sapphic anime movies tend to do. Like Fruit Basket, anything that can be said has been said by people a million times over, so this is my inadequate summary: gay to godhood pipeline is real.

Alien Stage
(April 2024-)

This is all the bird app's fault. My fyp decided to show me some toxic doomed yaoi that was recently released (some peeps I follow are also in the fandom) and I was sane enough to only binge the whole thing after my class. It was the right decision because it made me a little unwell. I am truly a masochist...

Final Fantasy Tactics
(May 2024)

Did you know that of all the 'classic' Final Fantasies to not be playable in this day and age, it's this. There's a PSN version available on the PS3 but Sony shut that fucking thing down so now there's no way to actually get it anymore and SQEX isn't releasing it on modern consoles or PC so I gotta settle with a playthrough video. This game is as old as I am so spoilers are everywhere but I only knew the basic premise and not the details.

Like all stories set in Ivalice, the story is told in the narrative of nations. It opens with a narration by one Arazlam Durai, about the hero of Ivalice - he who ended the War of the Lions and rose beyond his station to become king... is what the church wants the people to believe. The Durai Papers describe a different tale; one of a heretic wiped from all existing records, the true hero of the story...

Being a part of the Final Fantasy franchise comes with some staples - god-killing, overarching plots, some form of romance, power of friendship... but it doesn't play out like any other FF story - the romance is tragic, the friendship is bittersweet, but at least it has the power of familial love I guess. It is a story about a knight shackled by his station; a princess with no agency; and a man who lost everything for his principles. 

Coupled with awesome music!

Aaaaand that's all I have. The PS4 is hanging out back home and I'm not going to get Apollo Justice Trilogy or any of the Final Fantasty's on Steam. I'm still too much of a sucker for consoles to switch to PC (even tho I used to be a sucker for physical games, look where I am now lmao).

Quick Review 2: Electric Boogaloo

Some reviews that don't warrant a full post here we goooooo (PANA=plat and never again)

Ni No Kuni II 
(April-June 2023)

The first game: great, emotional, story that makes sense. This game: uuuuuhhhhh????? I made a crucial mistake of not checking on the battle system before I bought this because I was not happy when I found out it's an action JRPG. This may be a PANA game.

Phoenix Wright Ace Attorney Trilogy
(July-September 2023)

*rubs hands together* Oooh yeah!!!! It's impossible to not know about AA due to the objection memes but mainly you can't go about a single day reading about rivals to lovers yaoi fanfiction without at least mentioning the 2001 wonder which is wrightworth. It's a rabbit hole that has tempted me multiple times, but I never actually went about playing the games until I realized I own a PS4 and a PC and I have my own money now. Ignoring my personal feelings about owning video games (was very close to spending more time and money ordering a physical version), I thought "it's just a visual novel, it can't be too hard, and I've played worse games" so... here we are, 5 games later and brain chemistry forever changed.

After the disaster which was Ni no Kuni II, this was a salve of some sorts. Was I more relaxed or wound up? I couldn't say...

The line that started it all...

You play as the titular Phoenix Wright (also known as Nick) with his trusty companion/assistant Maya Fey, handling absurd court cases and dealing with equally absurd prosecutors and judges. There's long-time rival Miles Edgeworth, who launched the iconic ship with his 'unnecessary feelings' line; his sister Franziska; and mysterious white-haired anime man Godot. Nick also has to deal with comically incompetent detective Dick Gumshoe... actually, everyone has to deal with comically incompetent detective Dick Gumshoe. Sometimes Mia, Nick's mentor and Maya's sister, comes back from the dead as a spirit to save their sorry asses. Maya is sometimes replaced by Pearl, mostly when she's kidnapped and/or framed for murder (and so is the defendant).

The games are a rollercoaster from start to finish. Most games have a total of 5 cases (aa2 only has 4), the first episode being an introductory/tutorial case and the last usually a long one that ties all the other cases together into a neat bow. The cases may look cut and dry, but it never is, not even the tutorial ones. The question is never "is there a twist?" (because there's always a twist) but "how big is the twist?" or "how many twists are there?". 

With just three games packaged in a trilogy and costs less than your average triple A video game, you too can have your brain juices permanently changed forever, no prior gaming experience needed. I am serious. Play Ace Attorney. It's great.

Assassin's Creed III Liberation (HD Remaster)
(October 2023)

I've wanted to play this game since forever but I don't own a handheld and I wasn't going to drop my 'physical releases only' mentality back when the remaster released, so I paid the ultimate price, 9 years later, by paying for a digital release of AC3 remaster which has Liberation in the bundle. I'm not proud of that. The story's bland but the least they could do is spruce up the graphics and interface. I know they have AC3 and AC4 assets of Aveline, why aren't they using it??? And that god forsaken game interface... the original was released for the PSVita. FF Type-0 had a better remaster and it was originally a PSP game.

This is a PANA. At least now I have no regrets regarding not being able to play Liberation. And then I proceeded to finish AC4 too.

Bayonetta
(October 2023)

I'm in the habit of playing old ass games, so here we have a 14-year-old hack-n-slash featuring hot witches, f-bombs (which warrants its 18+ age rating) and sexual innuendo. I was really bad at the game during the first time and I still am during my second and third time. I don't play hack-n-slash and never will, this might be the only exception because I like tall, sexy women.

The mechanics are fun, although somewhat frustrating for my skill level; music is great; amazing character designs -- Bayonetta and Jeanne are hot as shit, the angels are so fucking ugly (in a holy abomination kind of way)... my only gripe? Platforming sections. I have scuffed depth perception and the 'floaty' jumps are not helping.

The premise is unique for it's time: hot witch with hair for clothes that also doubles as weapons. It knows which demographic it wants to tackle, which is why we have a single hand mode which does everything for the player with only one button... you get the idea.

Five Nights at Freddy's (movie)

I realized too late that it's a horror movie when I saw it with a friend, but I actually smiled through the whole thing. The scares are effective, the lore isn't botched, and for the first time in a long time, I could put two and two together to predict the story beats. Never played the games, never read the books, but I watch theory videos on the lore and own one of the complete guides, so I am sufficiently informed on the story.

Never thought we'd see the day where an indie video game gets a good movie adaptation.

This Is How You Lose the Time War
(October 2023)

This became a twitter sensation thanks to one Trigun fan and now we have Wolfwood cosplayers carrying the book and printing the cover on their Punishers. It's no masterpiece but it definitely got me good at the end. You want a real enemies to lovers story where the two girls legit want to kill each other, here's your book.

Short and sweet and not as frustrating as the other books in my reading list, it actually has a romance that bears fruit! What are the odds!

Ghost Trick
(November 2023)

By the creators of the original AA trilogy comes another mystery adventure game, this time with puzzles and time travel! It's not in visual novel format and more of a 2D point-and-click side scroller. You play as a ghost who possesses items and perform 'tricks' to move around the world, or sometimes, to save a recently deceased person from their fate. You do this by rewinding back to 4 minutes before their death, using ghost tricks to reverse the person's fate, oftentimes with hilarious (and unexpected) results. 

Majority of the game is all hehe-haha despite the overall theme of death, right until the last five-ish chapters, where it's just plot twist over plot twist over plot twist. There's even more twists than your average AA case so you know it's good. Also you don't expect a game like this to turn on the waterworks but I cry at the weirdest things, so I had puffy eyes the following morning after beating the final chapter.

Play Ghost Trick and have your brain juices permanently altered again (if you've played AA beforehand). Or, if you're dumb like me, prepare to be frustrated.

Fruits Basket
(February 2024)

Not making a separate post for this 20+ y/o manga. Everything that can be said or analyzed has been said and analyzed a thousand times over. I have always wondered what made this romantic shoujo so iconic, that a 2019 reboot was possible, almost 20 years later. Turns out you don't have to be a traditional shounen series to fucking decimate grown ass men.

It's everywhere on the internet, but I have never seen any major spoilers regarding the darker aspects of the story. What the romantic shoujo genre hides is a family curse and the ways people cope with abuse and loneliness. You can bet that every character in this story needs meds, therapy, couples therapy and then some for all the shit they had to go through. There has never been a shoujo series that made me cry literally every day for the 4 days I binge read it. 

The tears don't stop after you finish the manga oh no. The more you think about it the more you reach enlightenment. The opening song to the 2001 anime, the meaning of the title, the underlying message of love in all its forms, warm and pleasant and twisted and cruel. It is definitely up there in my anchor list alongside Tales of the Abyss.

If I had to complain about anything, it's the trope in furuba of adult-highschooler relationships... common and romantic (?) for its time but absolutely ick for us now. From the top of my head: Tohru's parents (student-teacher) and Arisa (17-18) and Kureno (26). Arisa at least doesn't get together with Kureno until she graduated high school, but there are no excuses for Tohru's parents, who were 8 years apart... but the younger party was at most 15-16 when they got married. WHAT. 90s-early 2000s shoujo manga is something else...

Look past this ick and you have a tearjerking, heartwarming story about people trying to find love.

Review: Mirror's Edge Catalyst

Current mood: doo dee doo...

I finally caved and played the reboot of a beloved video game title, 7 years after it's released. Life is happening and I would like to clean up the backlog before that, so here we are. I booted up the thing and apparently the online servers shut down just last December woaaahh... I got one (1) online trophy but I'm never getting the others now haha

Review: The Great Ace Attorney Chronicles (DGS)

Current mood: HE'S GAY AND EUROPEAN!

Steam had a summer sale so retail therapy held me in metaphorical gunpoint and told me to experience the AA series. I was supposed to get it on Steam, but they rejected my credit card so I went to the next best platform: the PS4. Unfortunately PS store also didn't want my money, so I had to go out and buy a gift card to redeem later... it was worth all the hassle though!

Review: Mobile Suit Gundam: The Witch from Mercury

Current mood: pride month is not over, SULEMIO WINS!!!!!

I don't follow the Gundam series at all, mostly because it's all war, child soldiers, politics and fantastic racism. Never touched it since SEED, and even then I managed to stomach all of it because of shipping (Destiny ruined the ship but they patched it back up later, as I've mentioned before). Then the internet (was it tumblr or the bird app??? idr) just had to show me the wham scene from the first episode, and I was sold. Lesbians???? Count me in!!!! But don't let the cute art style and sapphics fool you; this is a Gundam story first and foremost, so things are bound to be fucked up.

To sum it up: imagine The Tempest by Shakespeare crossed over with Revolutionary Girl Utena. An unusual combo, but it works.

Review: Revolutionary Girl Utena

Current mood: (put the gif in here ig)

The 90s anime that shook the world and triggered the awakening of queer people everywhere, Revolutionary Girl Utena is surreal as it is sapphic. It has been in my watch list for the longest time and I tried my best to avoid spoilers because everyone warned of the twists and I wanted to experience it for myself. But I never got around to watching it because where do you watch 90s anime with subtitles online??? Nearly impossible to find... until now. Turns out you just need to know where to look.

The internet isn't joking this anime will fuck you up. Badly. 

Review: Trigun (manga), Trigun Stampede (2023 anime)

Deep space planet future gun action!!

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Like most 90s manga/anime, Trigun has always been at the back of my mind as 'something that I've seen little of but left a distinct first impression', the first impression being Spikey-haired Man in Red Coat With Guns In A Desert. The original manga by Nightow started in 1995 and went on till 2007 so it would have been in my radar... but dad never touched it so neither did I.

I wouldn't even consider watching Stampede but I'm a basic bitch that is easily influenced by the stupid bird app, so this happened. Anime twitter is going crazy about it (among other things), especially because it's a re-imagining of the manga, which means brand new designs, new characters and timeline shuffling. What a way to revitalize a 16-year-old manga... and it worked because I read the manga. GOD what a ride it was! I feel very normal thank you very much.

Review: Final Fantasy XV (video game)

Current mood: (chapter 1) I'm going to cry (chapter 2) I'm going to cry (chapter 3) I'm going to cry ... (chapter 9) ok I'm crying

After (finally) getting the platinum for Tales of Graces f, I was thinking of going back to a PS4 game (I alternate consoles between games to keep things fresh) but I didn't want to play another action game... and here I am, playing exactly that.

This game is nearly 7 years old! Man, I'm really slow on the uptake. It's the infamous 10-year development hell game -- Final Fantasy XV! Usual disclaimer: getting spoiled on things does not make me immune to feels.

Review: Final Fantasy Type-0 HD (video game)

Current mood: rated 17+ for asshole adults and child soldiers

I was supposed to play God Eater 2 Rage Burst but that game proved to be too difficult for my puny brain to process and so here I am, completing something else entirely. These two have been hanging out in my backlog as jrpg-adjacent games that I convinced myself to get because one comes from a sickeningly popular franchise and another contains the genius which is Go Shiina. Take a wild guess which is which.

Type-0 was originally a PSP game set within the Fabula Nova Crystallis mythos. Like any game in the FNC collection, there are staples like fal'cie and l'cie, gods pulse and etro, of crystals and focuses, but otherwise the lore is independent of the other series in the collection which is the Final Fantasy XIII trilogy. The HD version was later developed for international release and new gen consoles and PC in 2015, so here we are.

Review: Star Ocean Integrity and Faithlessness

Current mood: .....

Man. This game is a lot of things, including being a mouthful. Probably the game with the longest title I have ever had the pleasure of reviewing on this blog. Can't search for gameplay tips without giving up at the search bar. At least give the main title a number! (Hint: it's SO5)

This will have to be my first introduction into the series since nobody is selling PS3 games anymore, and I know there are Star Ocean games in last gen. I'm not so desperate as to mass buy 100 games at once yet. Bought this years ago when the PS4 was still fresh in the house but never got around to playing it because I'm easily distracted by new, shiny things. Burnout sucks balls but at least I am clearing the backlog now. 

This long-ass title game was released in 2016, 5th in the series, which was the latest until the release of the 6th this year (2022). Do I gotta get that now????

Review: Ar Nosurge

Current mood: Might as well not have comprehension skills because I can't read or do math!

I lied. It wasn't Star Ocean, it's Ar nosurge because I suddenly remembered I have a save file. I was 8 hours in and can't be bothered to go through the tutorials again so I started another playthrough... just to experience the second-hand embarrassment which is sex jokes, more sex jokes, and accidental perverts all over again. How did this game got a 16+/T content rating, idek. This thing has more sex than the opening of AC Brotherhood (a fade to black sex scene, and I played this fucker in the living room while my parents were there, in full volume so there was no mistaking what happened), heck, it has more sex than the whole of Bayonetta, and that game has a 18+/M rating. The sex in this game is that bad.

Review: Tales of Xillia

Current mood: I'm going to fucking dose off man

This is my second attempt at writing a review for this anniversary game. The first draft was written right after I finished Jude's side in 2016, which was such a dumpsterfire mess that I had to delete the whole thing cause what the fuck was that thing kill it with fire!!!!!

Of course, whenever I revisit media after a few years I always gain new insight and cringe at my own writing so here it is! The new review minus the 2016 jokes with a hint of adult cynicism.

Tl;dr: I was too burntout to replay the game as Milla, 6 years has passed, and I'm still burntout but I got things done.

Review: Tales of Symphonia (video game)

*As I write this Tales of Symphonia Remaster was just announced for various platforms... 2 weeks after I beat it (in the form of Chronicles)... omg...*

Current mood: I- who- what is happening? Wha- why am I level 47 holy sh-

Tales of Symphonia is one of the most beloved titles in the Tales series lineup, first released for the Gamecube, PS2, then for its 10th anniversary, bundled with its sequel Dawn of the New World as Tales of Symphonia Chronicles on the PS3.

I got the PS3 version babeyyyy we're going back to our polygonal roots!

(sorry that this is a mobile game art instead of the actual box art or something bc this is literally the only one with all the playable characters that don't feature the sequel characters)

Revisiting: Tales of Vesperia (DE)

Current mood: fsgahdjajkaksks

Stupid ass PS4 requires installation now so I had to delete other game files to make room for this 14(?) year old title... I'm not complaining though because I get to experience fluri bromance first hand babeyyyyy!!!!

New Horizons and More

Note: this post is not about the Animal Crossing game. 

For some reason I fell into the videogame youtube shitpost scene and it makes me forget my woes but it also keeps me awake at night so I wake up shitty and tired. Of course it's DMC5. Of course. Watched a shitpost and then a comedic summary vid that inflicted all kinds of pain on me for laughing too hard. Didn't fully understand the memes at the time but after some research... what is with the memes of this game! Ngl the music slaps hard tho, haven't been this pumped since Y0, even though it's a different type of hype. Its more metal than rock or techno but it gets your blood pumping and you always want for seconds. I may be an ambient/synth kind of person but give me a good techno mix and I'm motivated (geddit, it's a DMC meme- never mind) I have the RGG franchise to thank for my varied taste in music.

If I actually played the DMC franchise no doubt I would fucking bawl my eyes out at Dante and Vergil because siblings!!! My weakness!!!! But I'm not so one can only imagine the pain it would inflict. Never been good with hack n' slash anyways so I'm content to just watch gameplay vids.

FFXIV still hanging on a thread because I have plans to start Mirror's Edge Catalyst soon and replay the original Mirror's Edge for the 3916145 time. Levelling is getting tiring but I managed to get shit done, at least on 2 classes and currently working on the 4th which is not a tank. The game is cool but it made me feel bad about myself for the past month so I should stop to recover. I swear this is why I don't play MMOs...

The newest Fantastic Beasts movie is out and boy! My expectations for the movie were low but holy fuck! I might have just lost my last fuck. At least the last movie had some 'beasts' but this? This is just Divorce Settlement The Movie. Not that it's a bad divorce settlement movie (I've seen worse) but it would have worked better as it's own thing and not in Fantastic Beasts. It's literally all subtitle and no main title. Of course Tina only shows up in the last 1% but I wouldn't be this upset if they had even a semblance of the main title in the film. Did they run out of budget for CGI animals? Where all the beasts at? Gods fucking dammit I want to be disappointed but the divorce settlement plot got me. Also they cast Mads Mikkelsen as the new Grindelwald, now that's what I call an actual charismatic man who can and will steal yo gurl (or guy). Mads Mikkelsen with Jude Law? I'm starting to believe.

The fun part of this whole series of movies is the fact that it happens earlier in the timeline so anyone who read the books and supplementary material knows the end, my parents being not one of them. So when they started talking about Grindelwald being elected I was like "Nah, didn't happen, would've been catastrophic if it did." Dumbledore is gay? "Yeah author mentioned it somewhere before this was a thing, moving on." Mom also mistook Credence for young Snape because of his new hairstyle LMFAO Why did Queenie support Grindelwald? "Well, that's because- (goes on a long tangent about muggle-wizard relationship laws at the time and the differences between the UK and USA), you get it?" They don't.

Hate to contribute to Rowling's relevance but in the end I'm weak and cannot let go of this movie franchise (specifically FB) only because the OTP is in there and I need to see it to fruition. Best case scenario, she doesn't botch it. Doesn't really matter if she does mess it up anyways because this is the internet and fan content creators don't care. Catch me buying the screenplay just for the scene of Newt and Tina in the last 3 minutes or so of the movie. I will do that for the OTP, I am that deranged.

All in all, a meh movie, especially within the franchise. The first one is the gold standard and it's all downhill from there. Divorce settlement subplot? Pretty cool if it didn't take the spotlight of the main title! What will the next one be like I wonder...

Life updates (and some other dump)

I was wondering if I mentioned anything about me starting the adult life but apparently not! Last actual post about life was a month before I started working! The pandemic really fucked up everyone's sense of time...

So yeah, I started working. Not a surprise since being a neet is unsustainable for someone with a hobby like mine. A lot happened since that last life update post (mostly my mental state but we're not talking about that rn and I haven't felt that shitty since the new year so that's a good sign? I guess?), the most significant change being I AM A MMORPG PLAYER NOW HOLY SHIT-

Past me would never believe it because I am terrified of multiplayer. But the sexy fanart and memes are too good to pass up so I caved. I actually started playing the expanded free trial since August 2020 but didn't sub until the new expansion announcement in February 2021. I was in deep man. I played FF14 whenever time allowed which means 13-14 hour gaming sessions during my off days, which now that I think about it, was really bad. The hype died down a bit after I finished Endwalker but it's not the lack of content or activities, in fact I have tons of levelling to do, but the burnout caught up. That, and ping is super bad so I can't play without disconnecting or lagging every few minutes. Frustrating stuff. Also I'm just a lousy player so I can't go into multiplayer activities without having an anxiety attack. Anyways here's my character, it's cringe but it's my brand of cringe.

Since I broke my own rule of not playing any game on the PC, consoles have been lying dead for a year at least. I remember booting up two of the three to play some Tales and... promptly went back to FF14. There aren't many new games that caught my eye in the past year, I'm not interested in the newer Assassin's Creed games, I don't have a PS5 for Tales of Arise, and I've given up on getting AC3 Liberation at this point. Plus, I don't know if I have the time to play during weekdays after work. It's always so much easier just click the FF14 launcher and sign in. I'll go back to consoles, someday...

Gaming consoles are not the only things getting ignored. The only novels on my shelf right now are a few completed series and two ongoing, one of which is getting less attention than the other (looking at you TUL, I'm so sorry that you got sidelined for a series which I have been following for 12 years now but sometimes life do be like that).

SSMY hyperfixation died down a bit but I'm still buying the manga without a care in the world (since I'm earning my own keep now hah!), still makes me roll on the bed in silent screams whenever I think about their wholesome dynamic and let's not forget the FLOOR. Ever since sensei pulled out all the stops in that chapter things have been hornier and hornier each chapter. Just when we thought stuff couldn't get better she makes us go batshit crazy about something else.

Of course there's my latest hyperfixation, Netflix's She-Ra, or as the people call it, SPOP. Everything that has to be said was said in the review post so go read it! Just know that I've had gay brainworms since early March and it's not going away anytime soon. It's so gay. Soooooooo gay.

Art-wise, I had a lot of time to hone my sklls in the 2 years since the pandemic started... I've gained new skills including: non-explicit nsfw, tongue, fluids, blood, backgrounds (but not really) and SHIP ART (this is important). The 1 year anniversary of my fangame also passed in September 2021, so there's a special illustration I did for all my hard work, expanded on the yakuza AU for ssmy/iwnry, drew more cringe for FF14... Basically I've been drawing a full piece every month, sometimes more. Except December because EW happened. Here's the summary:

Sadly you won't be able to find any of my art anywhere anymore. One of the biggest things I did was the deletion of my deviantart page. It was hard for me to do because I grew up with the site and my art journey was very much influenced by the community, but I no longer feel like posting my art online, not after all the failed attempts and disappointment. The art I made was still meant to be shared, such is the nature of an artist, so I'm still figuring out the best way to do this without actually posting online. Until then, the only way for anyone to see anything I make is to wait for the yearly art summaries, or until I couldn't take it anymore and go back to pixiv. Stay tuned I guess?

Here's an artzine I made last year (it's choppy bc CSP is a bitch and wouldn't let you export in pdf format unless it's the jpn version of the program).

Today I present to you, a banger from 2013 that I discovered thanks to a catradora fanfic I read:

Aaaaaaand that's all folks! Here's to a better rest of 2022!