Review: Haikyuu!! (anime)

Current mood: Haikyuu!! is awesome words cannot describe the awesomeness in every episode

I had heard of its awesomeness by an artist in tumblr. She(literally) made the anime her king, but I paid no attention, because I'm afraid to invest too much time into sports animanga. While I was browsing for yaoi to read, and there's none, I came across the doujinshi. And no fangirl can say no to a doujinshi. So I read it. Then read more, and I can't stop. All of the doujinshis I read are kagehina, and all of them were unlike the previous doujinshis. THEY WERE SO DARN FLUFFY AND I LOVE IT but I think the reason was because the stories clicked with me most since I have experienced painful unrequited love (LOL). To make myself more eligible as a fan, I decided to watch the anime end of prologue!

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The main main protags are Kageyama Tobio and Hinata Shoyo. Both are volleyball players. One is a genius while the other is a raw diamond. Kageyama, the genius is the 'arrogant king/dictator' who was once abandoned by his teammates. Hinata, the raw diamond, is... full of potential. He did not have the opportunity to train and learn volleyball from professionals because he's the only member in the club in junior high. The two met in a tournament, bickered, and part ways. However Lady Fate decided that "Hey, why not let these two meet in the same school" and viola! The rivals meet... in Karasuno High.
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The school is labelled as a 'fallen crow'. But as the world cycle is, the strong have their downtimes, and they will rise again sometime later. There's this hot captain (whom I fell for), amazing Suga-senpai (mommy), and thug senpai who likes to be called senpai. Other notable characters include shorty cute senpai who likes to be called senpai, old man ace, tall-but-annoying Tsukki, and just-fer-fun freckles guy.
Hot damn captain... (but you know, I have a thing for guys with the nerd haircut)
Suga-senpai mommy~
My all-time-fave Nishinoya-senpai! (shorty-cute senpai)

Hinata and Kageyama stopped bickering and became friends. Together they developed an amazing skill that will be the teams' trump card --- the God Fast Spike. Kageyama uses his signature toss while Hinata spikes it down with his amazing jump and speed. Of course, Hinata's still a raw diamond so he needs more polishing; Kageyama needs to use his genius skills to coordinate with everybody. With this they'll (probably) become a strong team and compete in nationals. Like every sports animanga ever, they win the first few practice matches and the first one or two official matches, then taste defeat on the third or fourth round. They amaze their opponent with their trump card and change tactics as soon as the other side is defending against Hinata. This won't work on the same opponent twice though.

First they go against Aoba Johsai(rly? AOBA?! I LITERALLY PUKED MYSELF). Kageyama's senior Oikawa is a setter there and he's sadistic I gotta tell you. Gives me the creeps. They beat the team just cause Oikawa wasn't there to play. Close call. Second was just a match between old guys and youngsters, with the Libero and Ace and new coach and graduate seniors there to witness the God Fast Spike. Third was an old rival school Nekoma. In this practice match the team learned useful tricks and made new friends. The two teams are finally becoming rivals again. After that they competed for nationals. Hot Captain meets his old friend in the first match, and they managed to beat "The Iron Wall", in which Asahi (old man ace) regains his confidence and love for volleyball. Finally the anime ends when Aoba beats Karasuno... they wail for a day, and stand again.

My thoughts: Of course, it doesn't end there! The manga continues with awesome practice matches and amazing new techniques! But then, to get the true hype you'll need to see it in action... Hinata needs a lot of assurance from his teammates just cause he thinks he can't do it well, but hey, volleyball's not a one-man show! However like all stereotype protags, Hinata has unlimited potential, and these will gradually show through the course of the manga. There are not many female charas in the anime, only their beautiful manager Kiyoko-san, but that woman is a tough person too. Anyone who can keep up with thug senpai and shorty senpai is awesome! Also it'll be interesting to see how the team is going to grow after the third-years leave, and the next batch of first-years come in. Will the four simple-minded idiot high-schoolers grow anymore? I hope not. It's nice watching them getting all excited over a point and screaming "WWWHHHHUUUUOOOOO!!!!!" all the time! There's also all the bonding scenes, where everyone's like "we're opponents, but off the court we're friends" and they teach each other new tricks and practice together, giving ecah other motivation to grow stronger and work harder.

Then there's shipping! The obvious is obvious, but Tsukki doesn't get paired up with freckles-guy though. GAH who cares?! The KageHina doujinshis are always so darn fluffy, I'm starting to feel jealous! Old man ace and shorty senpai are more like bromance to me(partially because I won't share senpai with anyone) and captain... captain I'll only ship with Suga-senpai mommy, because 1, I keep captain for myself; 2, only Suga mommy is qualified (my standards)!

I can't stop smiling while watching every single episode and I don't know why! The manga has same effect! I didn't know sports animanga could be THIS addicting! I had KNB on hold already, as soon as I finish Kekkashi and KHR I'm gonna hammer down on that one! Because of this anime I've regained my love for manga. I bought three volumes in an old comic store(which I haven't been to since I was like, 12?!) after visiting a university campus in KL. It's too bad that they don't have the 3 books for 12 offer anymore in ANY SHOP WHICH KILLS ME!!!! Manga used to be so cheap with that offer! I could buy the whole series if not for the upcoming goods tax ...(they say books do not have a price increase, but leisure mags and probably manga don't count as books) I mean last time Gempak's black and white comics used to be around 7 bucks but has now increased to 10?! What will be of the colored ones?!

Well, for the closing, I have a special video found in tumblr as a prelude for those who intend to watch the anime. Remember kids, the protag may be clumsy, but he's a raw diamond, full of unlimited potential.

Review: Skip Beat! (Chp 1~221)

Current mood: SO FRICKIN HAPPY AND FANGIRLING ALL OVER THE PLACE DAYUM

So I was bored and darn I accidentally watched a few Taiwanese live action Skip Beat! clips on Youtube and I just... WOW. I tried to recall the story and failed, so I thought, "Why not just re-read the whole manga?" and I regretted it. I should have just bought the whole series (it's less than 2 dollars a volume, why not?) I should stop rambling about buying the manga and go on to the review... shall we?

If you don't know already, the story focuses on Mogami Kyouko aka KYOUKO on her journey to fame and success in the showbiz world. Unfortunately, her motive to be in showbiz is to bite Fuwa Shou's ass for treating her like rags/maid/whatever. Of course the reason I wanted to re-read the series was not this, I already knew the backstory... Then she meets Tsuruga Ren (that bishie), the 'charming, handsome and kind' senpai that 'helps' her in times of need. Both of them are like, "I dislike your motives for being in showbiz" and "It's my business, what do you care". A rough start for both of them.

Let's go on... Kyouko realizes that she is doing something she likes in showbiz, rather than doing for the sake of someone else. Her goal to beat Fuwa Sho is still there, but it doesn't really matter to her anymore. Plot twists come in, the previous owner or Corn, Kyouko's precious stone is revealed to be Ren, and the no.1 actor somehow falls for the newbie talent. Story goes on where Sho thinks, "Wow, I'd never thought that rag I dumped could be this HAWT", and Ren keeps acting like some idiot in love (he is in love, pardon).

The Dark Moon episode was the turning point, I guess. It made me fangirl all over the place. This is when the 'I FEEL U BRO' phrase comes in, where I can understand what Ren is going through. His past is hinted several times at this point, and becomes more significant after the car chase incident in Dark Moon. Note that Kyouko and Ren had a moment there AAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! Ren becomes more bold, but Mary Sue doesn't appear to realize his feelings, Yashiro-san (Ren's manager) gets frustrated at their constant 'we're intimate but not dating' crap (though it's more one-sided).

The president decided to help Ren on overcoming his past in his next gig, where they act as the Heel siblings. Kyouko as the sister with the huge brother complex and Ren as the doting brother... and things happen. As if crashing into the bathroom when someone's showering isn't enough, skinship becomes relevant and I gotta tell you when that chapter was released fans SCREAMED. And the author was being a cockblocker by making us wait for the next chapter on what they'll do next. AND WHAT HAPPENED DID NOT DISAPPOINT, to me at least.

Kyouko falls for Ren, but she swore to never love again, so she locked up her feelings and act as if never happened (I FEEL U BRO), while Ren keeps his feelings to himself because of his guilt and tragic past and depression (sorry). NOW IT'S TWO-SIDED!!!! Currently we're dealing with Kyouko's bitch mom, sorry for saying this but who treats their own child like trash? Even people who send their children to orphanages feel guilty and sad! That woman is one ice-cold bitch man.

So we've confirmed the two's feelings, Sho's still trying to get Kyouko back (Only know you love her when you let her go~), Yashiro-san is still frustrated, so the question is: how will their love grow? I hope the author doesn't find some stereotypical shoujo way to make them confess. They have wounds and scars on their hearts, so I hope there'll be some depth to the cheesy part...

My thoughts: TSURUGA REN IS HAWT. HIS SMILE IS PERFECT HIS BODY IS HOLY CHRIST, I DON'T EVEN... I get flustered every time the manga reveals all of his glory to the world. His blushing is occasional, so when I see it I GLOMP IT. AHHHHH I HATE IT WHEN AUTHORS DO THAT TO ME, CREATING SOME PERFECT BISHIE AND MAKING ME FALL FOR THEM and he becomes an idiot when it comes to Kyouko it's just TOO CUTE!!!

Overall the manga's good, the showbiz plot (to me) is considered realistic, with all the hardships child stars go through, people with really bad acting (true), and copycats in the industry. However the story is really really REALLY slow, in which one event can span about 3 chapters! I remember when the new scans are released I would tell my friend K, "Hey, the new Skip Beat! is out, have you read it?" and if she said no, I will give her some spoilers, if she said yes, we would complain about the author dragging on the chapters as if it were Taiwanese Hokkien drama. I'm not even kidding, one series can drag on to 300~800 episodes!

I sincerely hope that the author will not make me regret reading this series, because I really love the art (Ren especially) and the characters and the humor. Since I am done with this review, I guess it's time to catch up on UsoLily! Farewell!

Childhood song #7:

PLKN Journal: ninth week

31/01/15-星期六
第57天/剩13天
剩两个星期！
今早有讲座，pertahanan awan（为什么我们国家有那么多类似的部门啊？），那些人找了一个男生当例子。他的腿……很美……
映如想吃草莓，芳玫（那喜欢咬人的家伙）说：“我帮你种！”准备要咬人……然后我告诉她们种草莓不是这样的啊——
说真的我也不会种，只是在《Skip Beat》里有教……
回dorm我stalk人家，不久后轮到人家stalk我……（报应）

01/02/15-星期日
第58天/剩12天
早上duty，很累！我直接在人家地肩膀上睡觉，而且那个人她比我矮！
铭盈忽然sms我，我还叫她在stadium接我哈！
洗澡后直接睡觉，醒来后头发……哈哈哈哈哈——

02/02/15-星期一
第59天/剩11天
I was ignored. Again.
今天teori menembak，枪外表看起来很轻，其实很重的啊啊，好像spikeboot那样，只是重量不集中，有点难拿。
下午kawad，练习了又练习，练完后还要操给KJ看，唉！过后又有riadah！
现在我知道为什么叫‘太平公主’了。我还以为她是太平出世才那样叫她……其实是因为她很飞机场。天！她真的是飞机场！连靖茹那么骨瘦如柴都比她有！（对不起）
晚上去问候佩贞，然后顺便stalk Butter。好笑的是，我坐在她床上很久了，她慢五排才看到我，大叫起来！

03/02/15-星期二
第60天/剩10天
早上老师4点多敲门要叫醒马来人，我这个睡在门旁的当然被吵醒了，别人却睡得像猪样。我很懒得起来开门，所以假装睡觉，等马来人自己开门。最后我还是最早醒来的。
今天大扫除，这次我负责扫地，扫到很累，因为风一直把灰尘吹进来啊啊啊啊！！！！过后下午又有kawad，会累死人啊！
Kawad 取消，改成war cry，而且还是CO和Dan在教！（两位超可爱的男生，我的心受不了！）
人家在做maskot时有很多纸，有A4，也有B size的，又有marker。最后自己忍不住拿几张纸乱画，还不知发什么神经，画了给人家！？？？？？！！！！

04/02/15-星期三
第61天/剩9天
今天迟10分钟起身，昨晚（今早）为了dorm布置12点半才睡……
今天Alpha和Bravo去打枪。
早上练kawad，还做两次！KJ说我们的formasi进步了，过后还有tali tinggi啊啊……
我告诉过自己一定要过，然后我真的过了！虽然爬上去时很怕，还发抖，被推的时候也很怕，飘在空中往下看就是水池啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！！我是半闭着眼过的。最讨厌的是最后被什么东西打到脸，眼镜掉了还无所谓，重点是镜片竟然掉了！天！我这副眼镜还是新的叻！700多块的眼镜啊！
下午时间拿来做war cry，很很很闲。打枪的回来了，为了让他们休息，没有riadah。晚上时间继续做dorm的布置，眼睛很想关……
最近很多事发生，我也不想理了。

05/02/15-星期四
第62天/剩8天
今天我们Delta和Charlie打枪！早早起来准备，吃早餐。这次我坐芳玫隔壁（上次是Butter与我作伴），巴士也没有死火，就这样去到怡保。
我，慧祺，Gaya和Kek同一个detail，我的名列为sasaran 5。他们打枪地方的厕所有够远的啊！
拿枪的感觉很奇妙，它的重不只是手上的重，也有心里那种叫人担心的重。打枪时整个身体被重重地推去后面！我的脸迟早也会被打伤啊啊啊——
中午打枪后嘉婷向状汉bocor我欣赏他身材的事，很羞人叻！他还很变态式地一直往我这里笑……
成绩放榜，20粒子弹我射中了8粒，总分32点。

06/02/15-星期五
第63天/剩7天
因为昨天赶着做布置，全部人（除了那个某某家伙）都迟睡，今早差点迟到！过后练war cry，换些有的没的，大家说有信心可以回报CO和Dan……可是我们失败了。很多人没有背歌词啊！
KJ说会提早结束latihan，12就是‘毕业典礼’了！跟私人车会的13号，跟巴士的14和15号。
下午准备mascot，我顺便搞纸。（还偷了一堆）

PLKN Journal: eighth week

24/01/15-星期六
第50天/剩20天
早上有捐血活动，不关我的事，所以在礼堂睡觉。手机9点多还给我们，向老妈请安，看书，然后上回房继续睡。因为没有吃午餐（吧？）所以肚子不舒服。
下去没吃晚餐，因为老师答应买burger给我们吃（我们的Cikgu Is超好的！），然后又有人说换成明天，所以last minute吃杯面，唉。
明天很多东西吃，有老妈煮的蒜头料理，红豆水/air limau panas，茗怡家的面，慧琪带给我们的McD，最好不要像上次那样饱死我（真的差点饱死）！
老师真的是很想养肥我们。Burger晚上11点多来了。天！

25/01/15-星期日
第51天/剩19天
叔叔一家来，靠！没想到！William被我讲到脸很臭，哈哈。在kem到处乱介绍那几个小瓜，啊哈哈哈……（我疯了）

26/01/15-星期一
第52天/剩18天
今天的表演超棒！有人说我们对话很流利，还有们多人问我的英国腔是哪来的。很意外的我们Delta拿到第二名！
下午玩什么游戏，有够无聊的。肚子是抽筋般的痛，晚上去看medic还在屁股上打针。我长了那么大还是第一次啊啊……过后medic叫我在隔壁房睡觉，我就很舒服的睡到perbarisan。

27/01/15-星期二
第53天/剩17天
今早醒后肚子不痛了，可是心痛。
我现在明白我那天的emotional breakdown是什么事了。因为如果很多人知道了，会有些只因为我的‘天分’而做我的朋友。
上课时发现到：Alpha的人很不喜欢Delta。小组的女生大部分都是Alpha的，所以我就变outsider了，不管我试多少次和她们相处，结果还是一样。最后我也罢，到角落看书去了。
下午玩民间游戏，还挺开心的。
听说Alpha和Bravo不管男女都有心结，幸好Delta和Charlie感情都还不错。

28/01/15-星期三
第54天/剩16天
今天发生了非常不愉快的事，可是这些事还是写在mini extracts里！
上课还是老样子，被人ignore，我自己又有心事，所以也没心情啦……
下午学kem的war cry，太长，记不起来啊啊啊啊
晚上有时间，没用桶就洗了三件衣（还有三件没洗~）
下去泡姜汤喝，身体热了，可是不久后肚子不舒服啊啊啊啊！！！！还没回房之前教Mai华文字的部首。哈哈，我明白你的辛苦了，老师……

29/01/15-星期四
第55天/剩15天
早上kelas intergrasi的sub topic是《男女的角色》，书里的问题被我作答到乱七八糟……
下午一直读《华莱士人鱼》，很恶心~~！！！！！（读得下去吗？？）
从7点半开始一直停电，停了电又回，这样持续了七次啊！因为我没有kerohanian所以Nasyid从头看到尾。状汉有进，一下子就看到他（身材嘛~）。CO打鼓的样子超可爱的~~~~~！Charlie diam-diam ubi berisi啊！拿第一！
三更半夜老师进来检查locker，靠！她们进来可以脱鞋吗？！我不要像在学校那样脸很臭的啊啊啊！！！！

30/01/15-星期五
第56天/剩14天
啊啊，星期五啊——明天拿手机！如果父母这个星期来的话，8号就不能来了，我的东西要硬赛进行李袋啊啊啊！！！
晚上讨论jamuan要吃什么过后我吻芳玫的颈的那一幕被Kek看到……她的反应好像小孩子经过父母的房间看到不该看的……（注：有其他人在场，不是什么啊！可是我觉得自己真的是喜欢她到这样啊……）

PLKN Journal: seventh week

17/01/15-星期六
第43天/剩27天
早上瑞汶变了大明星，到处都有人跟她拍照。
今天有两个ceramah，一个是财物管理，然后一个是tentera。它们要的我都没有（身高，眼睛），所以算了。就是那个时候瑞汶离开了。她的父母好像个我们西瓜？？？
午餐被我猜中有豆腐，walau！
下午时间花来洗衣洗boots,也顺道洗带来的白鞋。因为没有刷子洗鞋，所以就用了旧牙刷（突然觉得自己很聪明）。把boots拿出去晒，过不久发现它会冒烟？！
Mai今天回来买了KFC给我们，吃了过后吃不下晚餐了……
发现对自己的性趣向了……（唉，开始了）

18/01/15-星期日
第44天/剩26天
早上跟Alpha有kawad练习，看到自己Delta很差啊啊啊……
Kawad完后回房睡觉，然后去F7搞一下Jojo（她超怕的），过后轮到芳玫来F8搞我。不久后她就下去吃蛋糕（嘉婷生日）。
一点多昱恩打给我（在睡觉，吓死人），被同房的人笑死。
下午三点多在dewan等剪头发，必须要有老师载我上男生的dorm……天！Cikgu Fatin开的motor很快！剪头发的uncle在Alpha G1，很多男生围着，而且还是没穿衣服！我的眼睛烧掉了。
晚餐吃得特别慢。过后我们为映茹和嘉婷庆祝生日，吃cheesecake（我的最爱~）。之前相Kek要了凉水，她母亲煮的很甜，不能当开水喝。因为听说有效，所以就买100 plus加水和盐……很难喝！

19/01/15-星期一
第45天/剩25天
今天又发小烧，唉。我们有几个人自以为很会kawad，其实那位讲自己是KRS的化妆女kawad超烂。
睡我隔壁的Nik（我还记住你踢我床的事！）又‘闯祸’，祸从口出啊！她乱告诉Dexter慧琪喜欢他（其实没那回事），搞到人家很尴尬叻！
还没来kem之前看过anti-dadah的广告（Mia&Adam？）早上ceramah时看完整套咯~

20/01/15-星期二
第46天/剩24天
男生今天去玩水！NO MEN'S DAY!!!!
烧总算退了，可是早上肚子痛的不成形，所以没有去练kawad。过后好一点了还是下去学formasi，可是还没来得及学完就要吃饭了啊啊。因为很晒所以就在礼堂练剩下的formasi，感想：超难的啊啊啊啊！！！！！War cry又被Bravo偷走了，气死人。
Riadah时看到Butter口中的白咖啡，看到他的样子后，我真的很怀疑她对男生的taste。Charlie有个超状，身材超美的男生！！！天！我很想freeze了他拿回去当specimen！

21/01/15-星期三
第47天/剩23天
今天到怡保玩水，可是我没下，因为没有衣服啊啊。
早上吃早餐后跟着kompeni排队上巴士，剩下(多余的）上第五辆，也就是我还有F7+Butter。没有想到我第一次离开kem就巴士enjin死火，等了一个小时多才有另一个巴士来载我们去。倒霉！！！
到游泳池的时候Alpha和Charlie已经在玩了，所以Butter只好跟着Delta咯~
大发现：慧琪会游完四种款式，我看我是被‘电到’了。她还约我到stadium那里看她游泳……
这次出kem很多大发现！Jojo原来有男朋友的！今天真正领悟到Butter的手臂很很很好看！！！可是她的腿不穿slack就不怎么样。她全身上下（除了胸部）都很像男的！她头发长也显得她更像某个动画的男角色……
芳玫在游泳池里来东西，那还是我第一次听说的事，笑死我了！！！（Jojo穿着卫生棉下水，感觉上有点恶心……）
晚上听到新闻报道说我们是最后的batch，哈！宇玟和Heidi一定开心死了！

22/02/15-星期四
第48天/剩22天
今天kelas kenegaraan最后一天，万岁！我在彩排时展示了我的voice-acting skills（我不知道华语叫什么），（听说）好到隔壁在练dikir barat的都停下来听！
进课室的时候芳玫的手臂撞到CO的胸肌！她还说硬硬的！天啊，我也想要撞看！

23/01/15-星期五
第49天/剩21天
今天整天准备礼拜一的表演，改很多东西，我从普通军人变成杀人犯军人！他们还要Tok Janggut抓我的脚！我还要很大力地打他的头？！
老师们“因为接下来几个星期会很忙，所以我们决定给你们早回房”，其实也没早到哪里去，顶多只是15分钟，没差。

Back to school...?

Anything about my uni life will never be labeled 'School' anymore, hahaha.... maybe 'Uni'???

Urrrrrr..... went to INTI and Taylor's at Subang yesterday, and WOW! INTI campus is not bad at all... Taylor's? MEH. I'm BORED looking at all the tall buildings. I always wanted a REAL CAMPUS LIFE like how my parents had in Taiwan. Tall buildings do not make a real campus life. Preferably I would like to study abroad (Taiwan and the millions of bookstores and wives I'll meet there), but going out of my supposedly 'comfort zone' in Malaysia isn't a good idea... because my oldies said I wouldn't even make it to their somewhat 'training class' for one year. And yet, they're still trying my luck with applying for a uni in Taiwan. Silly? Yes.

So today we went ALL the way to Kampar UTAR for their open day, which was SUPER tiring. However THEIR KAMPAR CAMPUS IS SUPER AWESOME!!!!!! WOWOWOWOWOWOWOW looking at their campus photos was one thing, but the real deal is breathtaking. Shortcomings? Riding a bicycle everywhere, and they DO NOT HAVE dorms in the campus. All accommodations are outside of campus, and I don't like that.

Worse is that they have ice breaking on orientation day. ICE BREAKING DAMN I HATE ICE BREAKINGGGGGG!!!!!!!! But I wouldn't trade the beautiful view and buildings just because of a bicycle and room, so I'm going to stand my ground for a year in Kampar. After that one year I can choose to stay or go to Sg. Long campus for my degree. I have some courses in mind...

I don't understand what my parents are doing by putting me down, but still giving me hope, then putting me down again with my dreams to study in Taiwan. One moment they say "You're not going to survive their pre-U classes with your Chinese, and there's a lot of stress there," another they tell me "Give me your certs I'm going to try to help you apply for their pre-U," My plans to go to my preferred courses are usually scrapped because of the influence of my parents. Even with my current interest in linguistics are doubted with their constant brainwashing. I'm really afraid that I'll be struggling with courses I'm taking for the sake of society.

Going to UTAR Perak? No prob! Just need to get over with accommodations....

Childhood song #6:

PLKN Journal: sixth week

10/01/15-星期六
第36天/剩34天
KJ同意让我们在走廊上绑绳晒衣服，太棒了！我们把内衣裤晒在走廊，衣服晒在后面。今天本来有kawad的，后来天气很热，队长也懒了。
Kek（燕芝）发烧两个星期进院。老师叫我去帮她拿日用品，我便拉着Yenie回dorm。我们kelam-kabut上去，又kelam-kabut下来。
Kelantan的pelatih六点多来了，我dorm只多了两个人（靠！我还以为多出六个人！）F7来了一个华人，嘉婷还很开心终于有人陪她了。过后和芳玫玩pocky，被Butter压头吻下去了！（注：我不是这个时候开始喜欢她的……应该）靠！我的初吻就这样被人家强制按头接吻啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！

11/01/15-星期日
第37天/剩33天
不知为什么，今天特别感性。读了《东京铁塔》，真的如他们说的：很感动，很伤心。我一直不停地哭，因为读了这本小说，就会想起家人，和对不起他们的事。为什么那该死的作者要这样玩弄人家的感情？！

12/01/15-星期一
第38天/剩32天
唉，昨天看书看到傻，伤心过度。
昨天老妈带了雨伞给我，今天就派上用场了。老妈昨天带的腊肉饭很好吃，爽死了！好久没次她煮的食物了……
今天在kelas被两个Kelantan来的靠。⊙ˍ⊙唉~我长得这幅样子他们也靠我真的不知道要说什么了……
老妈带给我的凉水（我叫叶子水）喝完了，好可惜。

13/01/15-星期二
第39天/剩31天
今天不是个愉快的一天。
今天的表演很希望能不那最后一名，可是还是垫底，我们极度伤心。
晚上很多人穿baju kurung，我拒绝了，因为我穿裙很丑。
蓝笔没ink了，很后悔没叫老妈带铅笔盒。
Kek今天回来了，说是生病愈合了，可是几分钟年后有点像呕。医院给了很多药，她还在吃。
Am I bisexual? I could only ask this question in my heart.

14/01/15-星期三
第40天/剩30天
因为昨天晚上擦gel的关系，就洗头发，还没干就去睡了。今早起来头发竟是……Hopeの髪？！

啊啊啊！！！！我的头发！！！！(擦gel也弄不到的发型，我试过很多次啦啊啊~）

早上有“Pilihan Raya Simulator 2015”（啊哈哈哈），我自愿要做警察（LOL），被抓进lokap的人全都是男的，还很会闹，有些就会乘机逃跑，通常都被我抓着……Kawad后吃晚饭，过后又‘sesi berkempen’，很多人（男）乱叫。轮到靖茹眼睛红肿（还比我严重），她的脚也扭到，所以我就陪她去medic。她的人斯文又漂亮，难怪瑞汶那么喜欢她……

15/01/15-星期四
第41天/剩29天
这样就过了一个多月！万岁！今天是“Pilihan Raya Simulator 2015”的高潮，我还没够岁就可以undi了！
Jungle trekking很很很很累，可是超好玩的！有爬小山有过河，还有要过某个很恐怖的桥……还好我有参加，不然我会后悔死！
晚上kerohanian没有人陪很闲，可是这样也给我很多时间和空间想象。
佩贞告诉我Charlie+Delta合作的机会很多，队长（SASA）和7号副队长（Mimi）也同意了，可是有合作机会时她们都没当一回事，令佩贞有点失望。我便告诉她Mimi很多pattern的，可以从很开心兴奋变得脸比世界末日还黑。

16/01/15-星期五
第42天/剩28天
瑞汶高血压，必须回家修养，所以直接pengecualian，可是没得拿sijil。F7的人纷纷不舍得她，连F5的Butter都有点眼湿湿。唉，我没感觉叻……
晚上抽空来陪瑞汶过最后一晚，同时也发现Butter其实是很害羞的（我亲她的脸，就红得不像样）。

PLKN Journal: fifth week

03/01/15-星期六
第29天/剩41天
今天我们第二次gotong-royong，队长又没有做任何事。我们也懒得跟她闹了。
睡觉睡太久没洗到澡（哈哈，在kem第一次）。
下午得知慧祺在PD的朋友认识Leena，而且还是因为看书才认识！哎Leena……

04/01/15-星期日
第30天/剩40天
今天on duty，刚好父母也没来。生病那么久，有点像回家。想拿回iPod，想回家上网，回家看戏，回家听歌……来到这才会那么珍惜在城市的生活。
早上‘drama’上演，可是没有我想象中的‘热’。昨天没洗澡所以早上洗，水超冷的！！！天气良好，刚洗的黑衣很快就干了。
下午on duty，很很很热，又很很很闲。有人用电话播动漫歌，怀念！晚上有人看漫画，怀念X2！
如果叔叔可以来看我的话就好……

05/01/15-星期一
第31天/剩39天
今天眼睛不舒服，可是过后就没事了，所以没当一回事。
早上开始新的modul，内容大多都在讲两性关系。下午kawad，虽然很不愿意，可是kawad久了会很好玩。Riadah时眼睛开始红肿，去medic拿药，顺便看咳嗽。

06/01/15-星期二
第32天/剩38天
今早迟醒30分钟，不过还好。
吃午饭后又下大雨，上dorm时还好，下礼堂时湿透！因为下雨所以活动取消，我就在房呆呆睡觉，然后下去吃午餐（橙给我拨到不像样）。
晚上kerohanian有人偷懒，没去。其中有Yenie（她听不懂tamil），凯倪和淑芳。8号kelas kenegaraan的名单出来了，看看，我竟没有和矮子美手臂两条线Alpha队长Sol同班，不过我想还是有身材好看的男生在的……

07/01/15-星期三
第33天/剩37天
Rakan cop/Pencegah jenayah的taklimat来了几位警官（有些身材不错，smart-smart的制服），最后还让我们哭死。他们偏要提起父母的事，害人家哭的泪和鼻涕流不停。他们还给我们看了ISIS射人的影片，我看了只想到电动啊啊啊啊
生病真麻烦，吃这个不行，和那个不行，唉！

08/01/15-星期四
第34天/剩36天
今晚发生了好笑的事：有人眼镜弄丢了。所以说有眼镜给你戴就好好戴，不要等要用时找不到！
佛学堂超闲！！！幸好我相他们借了漫画看，不会太无聊。
F7被spot check，衣服被乱丢，鞋子被弄得更乱。
注：发现自己来kem后变得很gay。
注注：在这什么人都有，唉！

09/01/15-星期五
第35天/剩35天
今天很多事情发生。Dobi出现了问题，明天Kelantan的pelatih来，生病的人没得吃粥，心烦！
晚上老师来解Dobi的误会，一屁股就坐在我床上（我的床在门旁啊啊啊），天！老师你们的屁股干净吗？！有些人在老师讲到一半就去睡了，唯我不能，因为老师！你坐在我的床上啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！！