人是会长大的

恍然大悟的小怪，砰地拍击前脚，直盯着昌浩瞧。
它觉得昌浩全身的线条都变粗了。从借住这里开始，个子也逐渐拉高了。
『你总不会一直忍着痛吧？』
『也不是一直……』
身体偶尔会像猛然想起来般，到处倾轧作响，把肌肉拉得阵阵闷痛。不过没痛到昏过去的程度，所以他都海能忍，可是很久没像这波这么厉害了。
小怪甩甩尾巴说：
『因为你最近睡得不错，也吃得不错。』
可能是现在比四处逃亡时平静，所以身体想在这段时间尽可能成长吧。
昌浩拉长脸，懊恼地嗝咕着：
『声音从昨天也不太出得来，不知道是不是被萤传染了感冒。』
『哦？』
小怪嗯嗯地点着头，眯起了眼睛。
『这样啊、这样啊，很好、很好。』

总结就是：昌浩要变男人了！天啊！我要怎么办？！怎么办？！这里很多spoiler，所以绵羊，如果你想亲自看他长大的话就不要读哦～
哇，我看着他进步也快八年了，明天进入第九年！
这就是所谓的——

"Can't get over with this thing."
"Fangirling, no calm."
"Can't believe it."
"OMG"
"NO"
"F"

Of course, these are the wonders of puberty (and fangirling). You never know what's coming up next.

这也是我们最后一次看到昌浩稚气的脸……点击图案会看得更清楚……

在日本的粉丝看成熟的他也有一年多了，可是还是缺少了什么啊啊啊！！！
你们知道什么叫"Not enough love for this fandom"吗？！
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我没进展到啊啊啊！！！

PUBERTY DOES WONDERS

So... they say puberty does wonders, but then of course, that didn't happen to me.
I was checking out the newest volume of Shounen Onmyouji when suddenly these caught my eye.

Images from amazon.jp

I still remember when I would always whine "Why is he still 14?". When the 31st volume came out, puberty started to hit but I was still whining "So slow!". Now that he really grew into a bishie, I can't help but say "Damn, puberty does wonders! Is that really him?"

The stupid thing about me was my reaction.
"OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!" Then I stop, look at him once more, then continue fangirling. Akiko seemed to have matured a bit too. She's not as childlike as before. On the last image, she has this 'woman' vibe on her.

Ahh, Seimei would be so proud of them~

我到底做了什么？

几天前说要scan东西，可是根本都没做到，所以今天补习之前把它赶完。
呵呵，你看我做了什么？

其实我也scan了《风动鸣》的，只是我只有1-6和19，其它都没了，所以没做。
每本都有touch-up过的，所以不用拿这个跟真的比较。

Extreme Sadness

You know, there are times when I am just all slightly depressed and stuff.
But I'm not depressed, I can't be. Depression isn't this easy.
I'm more of a... leveled up sadness.
But actually it's no big deal. I get this all the time in school.
Ok, maybe sometimes in the internet too.
Just for that split second you don't feel you're there, and everything goes black.

A sudden thought came up: Wouldn't it be better if I wasn't there?
Or probably: I'm so useless.
Maybe: I'm not worthy.
Sometimes even: I'm just some ugly shit.

In Tumblr I have all these friendly reminders that keep my confidence up, but sometimes it's still no use.
I hate myself. *listens to Sakura Nagashi*

《我是主角》碎碎念～（3）

名字换成《我是主角》咯。
那位创办人改了角色设定，还加了几位角色。幸好邋遢前座没换，不然我真的要翻桌了。
其实要用电脑画不简单啊。

邋遢前座把刘海往上夹时很帅的叻～～～主角的风头都被前座夺走了！
我看我还是不上色了，好麻烦，加上图片太小了，上色后会显得很烂。
在上图全人角色到，只有主角我还画不出……

打开我的文件夹，发现我有很多东西没完成：

学长死后发生的情节（的第一页）。我画的同时受了很多心理创伤……

猜是谁？谁谁？？其实这是太阳叻，很像女的吧……

这个已经将近一年了，颜色都上好了，只欠东风！就差那么一点点就可以把它上载到dA啊！

同一个作品，两种版本。下面是第一版，上面那个是第二版。第二版颜色漂亮点，第一版的线好一点。现在问题是在于怎么“二合一”？？？

少年啊啊啊！昌浩啊啊啊！彰子啊啊啊！当时是我的错没把你们画好，现在又要画过……

《11天主角》碎碎念～（2）+漫画～

邻家女孩来咯～～～

我可以死了。样子不是这样的啊啊啊啊！！！
到最后我还是做了。

最近在追些‘名’漫，读了过后突然很想死。
都是Khei Lai害的。我拜一补习后去读《Beelzebub》（两百多篇叻！），没后悔，因为故事笑死人，刚好又不卖肉，正合我意！
三天内追完200+篇，过后开始读《蓝色除魔师》，总觉得华文名字怪怪的（‘青’才是正确的颜色……不是吗？）。幸好才五十多篇，不然去我又要读死我自己咯。
读完后第一个感想：终于有个主角是很会煮饭的！感动！
不过我对做弟弟的（不知道叫什么名）很有意见。
因为我不会用华文讲，所以先转会英文……

I dunno if it's the trend or what, but guys REALLY like to have moles on their faces. I MEAN,

SERIOUSLY

WHAT IS WRONG WITH FICTIONAL GUYS THESE DAYS?!

Note that Clear has two moles beneath his lips, and Yukio...that doesn't need explaining right? Now I'm wondering if there's anyone fictional out there that has TONS of moles on their faces. Seriously.


Because there's no video on Youtube and so I had to seach Soundcloud for the song. Damn.

《11天主角》碎碎念～（1）

因为快要死了，刚好今天有东西post，就来复活一下吧！

我想不是每个人都认得他是谁吧。他就是《11天主角》的邋遢前座啊啊啊！
发色应该要红一点，可是偏偏就给我看错变成橙褐色啦啦啦！！
脸是圆的（吧？），还有酒窝叻～几可爱又讨人喜欢～（荟涵有福了）
还有很多女生追哦～～～

当然，这些也只是我自己的角色设定，到最后还是要宇玟做主/批准。